

![]() Basically, all eggs disconnect the true data they hold within from everything which is not that data. The person within the egg is this data too. It limits one to the data within the egg, and protects it from all else. It is a safe sphere which ensures the information inside stays undiluted, and that no confusing information can infiltrate it. It keeps the data together in one place, and makes sure nothing can be added or removed, so one can safely undergo a transformational process by integrating and dealing with all of one´s data which is in the egg. Eggs can be applied to contain and protect against specific data only, which makes them be in a specific color signifying their content and what they protect it against/disconnect it from. What is not on the inside, cannot be responded to on the outside. THE BLUE EGG Being in the blue egg disconnects one from dualistic illusions. In it, one assumes the position of silence, meaning one does not communicate with the illusions, does not re-act to them, and thus they cannot hook in and befuddle one´s senses. This position symbolizes what the blue egg already does, namely to block the establishing of a connection to an illusion. Obviously, to interact with something or someone, one needs a connection. So, interaction with illusions cannot take place while one is within the blue egg, and the illusions cannot apply their temptations, cannot infiltrate one with their obfuscated data and one is not prone to simulacra. THE BLACK EGG This one first appared as black shields making a black bubble which contains ALL on the inside, and dsiconnects from ALL on the outside. (It was a very disturbing experience, since it literally disconnect me from everything, including my guides, and this scared me, until I suddenly realized that I have everything inside. That I can´t be made helpess by disconnecting me from the outside, because I have everything which is on the outside within, and that my potential can´t be taken away.) Then my guide demonstrated to me how this shielding black bubble can be used deliberately to create a safe sphere by disconnecting one from others. It cut off the connections to a group of entities, and these were then unable to sense me, so the black bubble rendered me practically invisible, and ensured that I´d be undisturbed by outer influences. Then it was shown that the black egg can also appear in skin-tight form, taking on the form of my higher-dimensional spider-body. To others I will look like a black spider then, but the black stuff is really the egg and only a protective layer. This form can be called Black Tara form. Tara is a female eight-armed healing deity, her four main emanations being white (peace-bringer), red, green, and black. The black one is the wrathful Tara, meaning she uses her sword of wisdom to cut through obstacles which are in the way of ascension/becoming one´s whole, true Self, and which can´t be removed any other way. So, this spider entity is bascially about clean cuts and forceful, no-nonsense methods. When the black egg is in spider-form, it holds within the data of the spider blueprint, and disconnects from all which is not this data. It restricts to this form, and protects this form. It enables one to be this form, as opposed to being in any other form. It keeps the data inside clear and undiluted by the emanations of any other form. So, when the black egg assumes my true spider form, it makes me the Black Tara, enabling me to do healing work using the abilities of my true form, because it contains my true spider data. It allows me to be my true form, and nothing else. It restricts me to it and protects it from all other forms, making sure I´m that specific form and nothing but that. I would be interested to know what the black egg does for other entities when it assumes their true form, I suppose it would actually make them very similar to some well-known deity representing or symbolizing the characteristics of their original race/form/blueprint too. This is the dreamtime experience Goldragoness had with my black spider form: BLACK CRABS, RED FILAMENTS, BLACK TARA Goldragoness: I had a vision image, out in the desert, and you had spun a lovely web between a couple of palo verde trees (desert trees which do not get really tall, more bushing, and have long wicked thorns.), I was standing In front of it and you were hanging there, we were conversing, we are having this really intense conversatiojn, but I can not get the words, you look like a giant spider, the body is blackish and has.green hairs, pink and green spots are on the body but not on the head, you need the color/ s the spots are. The eyes are really red, this has something to do with how you function as a spider. I believe your eye color can change but at that moment they need to be red, for working on me, you are using them like a laser, so they appear red. The laser beams go into me, like xray but better, you are cutting into me and removing something (I did not see this last night), you are doing spider surgery on me. The lasers cut, do not hurt but they cut, and no bleeding. There are 4 eyes and they are multifaceted, there are only 2 lasers but it looks like all 4 eyes send out the beams, they connect before they reach me, so I only feel 2, one opens and the other cauterizes. This laser surgery you are doing starts at my pelvic bone and goes up to my throat chakra. You are removing parasites that have been attached to me for sooo long they have actually grown into my insides, they have become part of the tissue. The paraistes look like little black icky crabs. The crabs themselves are not 3d, they are essence energy in spirt, but they have been feeding on me astrally for so long their effects can be felt in 3d, and affect my living tissue in 3d, by keeping my physical strenght at a low point all the time. They have become like a tumor, a mass, and that is what you are cutting out. MarriAna: are those Alaaris´ beams, are they similar? I might have gotten them from her, it might be my way to use them. Goldragoness: now that makes sense, if that is what you are doing then I would say yes. Yes I think it is the same beams, but you are using them so I did not sense her. - You want to let the little crabs go. I left it up to you. My first feeling was to squash them, so I stepped back. After you are done I sit and recover. I feel better about them. About how I picked them up, what I am seeing is, a pattern of behavior/ belief repeated, over and over and over again, each time it was repeated a few more could get in, they accumulated over several years. It is the one pattern that ties all the other ones together, the mother dualist behavior, blame'/ responsibility/ I am wonder woman hear me whimper/ mother to the world/ bend me shape me any way you want me, as long as you love me it's alright, self appointed victim, and interfering under the label of ‘helping.’ The crab things had caused scar tissue type stuff, and that´s why you are cutting. This scar tissue has caused blocks I am unable to remove without help. Once the surgery started we got pretty quiet, then you asked me about what if anything was left, and I assisted you with a couple areas that had stuff burried or hidden in them. When you were done, you looked at me sternly and said ’do not let this happen all over again.’ I felt at first like my real insides were being torn out, but after a few minutes of calming thoughts and ideas it was not like that and I felt/feel light-bodied. THE TRANSLUCENT EGG I received when I agreed that I need a blue egg to disconnect me from illusions. This came with the explanation, or mantra: All Is Within The Egg. Which means, I´m not supposed to look to the outside to ‘get’ anything I need, cause all I need is within the egg, so I must look to the inside. I feel the egg around me, and see it too in trances, it looks a bit like firm jelly, or translucent plasma, and is pliable. I see it quite close to my physical body, about 1m from me on all sides. I understand it holds all the data I need Now. In the following session souly elaborated on eggs: (and said a trigger word, namely ‘houses’) MarriAna: the egg I received when I agreed to accept the blue egg, when my guide told me about it, is translucent, not blue souly: eggs are a shell, it provides limits, just as shields provide limits, bubbles are things that limit as well, An egg disconnects from the totality of all, but not from within its form, its form provides a learning situation, MarriAna: and from what exactly does the spider form egg shield disconnect? souly: in the totality of all, it's not a spider, it is one/unified, but the spider form allows for expression of the spider nature and qualities. The spider-egg disconnects from the totality of all, so it can experience and learn about the nature its in, in this case the spider form. The different colors (of the eggs) have different vibrations, and different vibrations are housed into different thoughts, that create shells, bubbles, or barriers MarriAna: what would a translucent egg disconnect me from? souly: it disconnects you from the awareness of the totality of all, all eggs do that,.until you hatch from them, then there are no limits. (looking) I see you in the egg. looking out from it. This egg is pliable, you can stretch it with your hands and feet. You walk about in this egg. it directs your vision to certain things, and blocks you from seeing other things. You have to turn around and look deep within the egg, and see what it holds versus what it does. I see you sit down at a desk in this egg, there are papers and books on it, and much more in the drawers but they are locked, the key to the drawers are in your heart, you are like the yolk within this egg, the desk and what it holds is like the dna, it's what delvelops the yolk, I hear, look inward, not outward, this makes my head hurt, I have more books to give you, I pile them up outside of the egg, you can draw them into you, MarriAna: what is the difference between my black egg and my translucent egg? souly: the black egg houses the transluscent egg. The black egg surrounds it. The black eggs vibrations can penetrate the translucent one. This vibrates the yolk into activity. The black egg holds all your unknowns that you bump into while traveling and developing in the translucent egg. Tthe black egg holds all, MarriAna: where does the translucent egg go while the black one has the spider form? Or the translucent egg assumes spider form too? souly: It doesn't go anywhere, the black eggs vibrations penetrate the translucent egg, so when the vibrations penetrate then you feel them and are them, MarriAna: how many egg layers are there? one must move outwards through the translucent layer, or work within the translucent layer, until it dissolves cause one has integrated it/learned its lessons, then one deals with the black egg? souly: not sure, but it does work in layers, and they are dissolved by intergrating them, which allows for expansion. and then one deals with the black egg, which is to my knowledge the cosmic universal unconscious mind, the things of the black egg penetrate the translucent egg so you can expereince it, and intergrate it, The two eggs work hand in hand, inner and outer. MarriAna: the black egg holds All inside, and disconnects from All outside. How is the translucent egg different? souly: it is only different in what it houses, or what it limits. The black egg could be called the cosmic universal unconscious mind, the translucent egg is you, After re-reading this session it suddenly hit me: Black egg, houses translucent egg, black egg is All/Potential/Nothing = void, Hathor = void, House of Hoor (lightning)/Horus, Black Egg is House, UNFERTILIZED EGG is translucent egg! I am in the egg, I am the unfertilized potential. Souly said I´m egg yolk, then I thought spider eggs are translucent, at least some of them, then she said I´m the yolk but the dna is locked in a drawer, and gave me the keys, the dna is what develops the yolk, now, first I thought I must be a spider embryo, but that is not it because the dna is locked away, so I´m only yolk without an emryo in it, and thus the translucent egg I´m in is an unfertilized egg, which fits perfectly: Hathor = House of Hoor, and around the translucent egg is the black egg, which represents All and Nothing, which is the Void, which is the House of Hathor, so, in the house of Hathor is the unfertilized egg, waiting for Hoor, like the void waits for the lightning, the void being unrealized potential, which again, is an unfertilized potential/egg, so, I´m not yet in existence, and must hang around waiting to be fertilized. First I have to release the dna, unlock the drawer to which souly´s tigress gave me my keyring. Or the lightning will have nothing to merge with, to illuminate. My Dragon guide was the one who told me to look into the blue egg story, he said Hoor Par Kraat, and that that was an aspect of his which I needed to understand in order to make the next step. So I looked into it and came across the original Egyptian story of Horus´ two aspects/twins, one of them being Hoor Par Kraat, and combined this with the fact that Hathor is the House of Hoor and HaThor contains Thor which is the thunder and lightning god > my guide > Hoor again. I´m of course Hathor, since I always knew I have Hathor dna. My Dragon had already told me that I´m to be the void and he the lightning, so actually I was being dumb when I did not connect the black egg which contains all and nothing with the void right away. It also explains why the egg is translucent - because it contains nothing as of yet, only unrealized potential, a bit of yolk. |