PROJECTION POLES: Dec. 13th 2001 - Excerpt from an online oracle reading, one point was: >Along with any accumulation of wealth or influence may come an accumulation of pride and arrogance. Fight this tendency if you intend to continue prospering.< I then talked about this directly with my Dragon: .. accumulation of pride and arrogance.. probing.. how would that happen? I donīt think I would suddenly become arrogant.. - Accumulation little by little? - obviously. it would happen while the manifestation process is already underway, during it - little by little, step by step. Okay, so how do I forestall this event? Polarization.. Clarification.. Crystallization.. of what? Manifestation how? the parts of manifestation which I would /currently (basically, from my current energy make-up) intent to manifest to bolster my self-worth my self-worth must be there before I manifest abundance? otherwise it is a violation as in, trespass into other entity, getting my self-worth from their re-action to my displayed riches as in Polarization as in, one pole (me) creating/projecting another pole and interacting with that rather than with itself - a projection, an interaction with a mirror-pole (another entity mirroring the one pole), picture: one pole of earth sending out rays around the globe until on the other side of the globe a second pole appears, and the first pole is interaction via those rays with the second (mirror) pole. So, how do I stop this inner polarization? Violation. Trespass into other entity. Trespass of higher pole into lower pole. Mutual Violization Perfect Violation Mutual trespass of higher into lower pole and lower into higher pole increasing degree of mutual violation (up down movement) until: culmination perfect violation - balance peak of mutual violation is reached then polarization ends. *VBS* thereīs more.. Mutation. Mutation results from that peak and end of polarization? yes.. Jan 10th 2002 - When youīre afraid of the future withdraw into the Now.. youīre safe in the Now, as there is no need to create fear in the future from the Now you are in. So donīt lean towards the future to project a fear there, just stay in the Now and there will be no future created, which holds fear. Point where hole was opened in back of head.. point of spine where blockage was.. both points connected.. stuff flowing out of hole in back of head.. downwards to spine point which rises/is shoved upwards steadily, forcefully.. as the stuff from the head hole pours down it facilitates the rising of the spine point.. somewhere above middle of spine things give way and connection between 2 points is flooded.. no more pressure.. stuff from hole was squiddish flowy flowery like gentle water with flowers in it, hmm.. friendly.. light.. like yellow pond water.. with small round ripples.. a pond which has turned into a broad wave.. and proceeds in tiny even round friendly wavy ripples.. point of spine was repeatedly gripped from both sides and squeezed until I got the point.. so to speak.. lol.. hole in head was accessed through third eye, and at same time ears activated and sides of neck, felt my aural tracts a bit.. acutely aware of energy field of ears.. hmmm.. there is a nerve line leading down form the ear along the side of the neck which also includes the jawline.. He sent the stuff into the third eye and it flowed through all of the brain (which was a spacey feeling indeed, and pleasant. Imagine a wave flowing through your brain, and your mind hovering in it) into the medulla obl. and out of the portal in the back of the head and down my spine.. before it all gave way the flowy stuff reached the origin of the spine point - lower back - and went back up again and overtook the wandering spine point on its way up.. which was just before the middle of the spine.. then the flowy stuff flowed home into the head and that was when things gave way.. before the hole and spine thing started there was first access of 3rd eye, relating to the hole, then access of stomach/navel/hara, like is done on beginning of sessions, and that relates to point of spine because it is exactly the same height. I just discovered it is practically the back of my navel which is giving me trouble, lol. Back of hara chakra really. Then the hole in the back of the head is the back of the 3rd eye chakra. Way cool. Accessed from front, transformed in back, Front-to-back connection.. When you worry about things in the past, return into the Now.. you do not need to create a past with things to worry in it.. you are in the Now and thatīs all.. SOULGROUPS: Jan. 20th 2002 - answer given when I asked about the triangle of the squid pool... pink triangle formation of squid pool with opal energy as the source red formation integration of material realm > why is the triangle pink then, and not red? shade of color red > itīs higher form? formation of squid pool violet source formation of squid pool has violet source > that makes it pink, the triangle? I thought pink is a shade of the color red, not of the color violet? green maze yellow squidpool red and blue = violet > red? who is the red soulgroup then? does the red realm affect all formations? truly formations maintain red material (create it, are not affected by it) so the red is no formation but a part of the creations of all soulgroups? fuzzy feeling disturbance line in one formation > red line..? yellow warms green green haze yellow maze green amazes yellow Jan. 12th 2002 - I saw how the inner circles slipped into each other, and got the names of the first 2 inner circles which are supposed to lock: (Blue? Yellow?) Whirlpool Green Maze The third was something like (Blue?) Scint (-illating). SOULGROUPS, FLOWER OF LIFE: Jan. 15th 2002 - I was basically finished with asking my guide things through the nice online oracle I usually use, and when I asked if that was it for today he said no and then launched into a channeling which lasted an hour or so. (Iīve never done that before, channel for so long.) Iīm posting it here cause it contains info about the soul groups formations. My questions begin with a >. Here it is: > was that it? no. compartment. section 1. Oneself (1 self/section) > what is section 2 then? 3 formations and four 3 sections and 4 placements 3 formations in one place, placements neccessary placements important > What are placements? within sections > what are the placements within sections? formation > the placements are a formation? of course. > what are sections? levels of development. > are the sections inner circles? No. Not make-up. > What are inner cirlces? Formation of soul-group. Formation of creation. (shows picture) (So, we have 3 formations, each with 4 placements within 3 levels / planes of development. Placement is a flower of life-formation putting one of its 4 petals into a section of development. A section is a compartment. It is the placing of oneself, as in, 1 self, on 1 level of development.) (While other selves might be elsewhere, or might get placed into this or another section of development at another time.) The inner circle of soulgroup does not stand for levels of development it stands for WAY of development Inner circle of soulgroup, flower of life (is a) formation - 4 petals (members) for way of Life-Development (itīs a) circle formation, flower of life = formation of life = creation circle specific way standpoint of point of life development of this specific point of life and development from this specific point of life formation of >flowering< flowering, developing formation flower-formation of development (the developments is) fast in circle, mission circle > what about the outer members? development, envelopment relaxed circle, outer members - center of activity, inner members > the outer members envelop the inner circle? of course. > what for? immersement / implacement ....implosion (immersement = in web) (implacement = for placing into a web matrix) place in one circle middle > implosion? who or what implodes and why? loaded impetus for implosion > clarify? clarification abounds (repeated several times) > do you mean clarification limits, as in, creates boundaries? of course. (meaning he would limit me if he answered that question, and wants me to be aware of that.) > Hm. Well then limit me... Wait, let me ask this way: Does the matrix of the circle + middle naturally hold the potential for its uncreation? subconscious uncreation conscious creation (overlay each other) immersement allows creation / development and limits (through) subconscious uncreation (of all other possibilities while creating 1 possibility) (flower of life formation / creation is done for) love of development development >circle< limits flower of life formation (= >middle<) envelopes envelopes (outer) development circle which hosts flower like soil > implosion means... inner circle eats / integrates outer circle? mutual, + outer circle integrates inner circle = unity, uncreation of inner + outer (and thus uncreation of) circle + whole matrix circle + middle = zero / all > vanishes in All, unity, is re-absorbed, neutralized, re-integrated? Naturally. Natural forces mitigate impact. Time slows down. Love of development instigates impetus. Mitigation vs. development equals life > on earth? planetary. Functions are developed functionality is development (inertia is un-development) development of life-force functionality is flower of life = tool for development whirlpool = squid = warm haze similar to maze (green maze) scintilla = DragonBird original scintilla from Source (birthed on source-level) levels down (shows picture of original Source scintilla and the levels below it fanning out in a pyramid, in the base-level of the pyramid are sparrows and other common birds, Bird KnightOwl is on the one above the sparrow level) (=3D) Scintilla = impetus, firestarter has mansions on many levels love of emanation firestarter burns out (shown in orange-yellow) (if low-level, out of control, destructive) blue fire illuminates scintilla from violet ray (meaning himself) = never-ending illumination illumination of lightning bolt CONSCIOUS / ness impact (= aware, does not hurt) pool impersonation lives (alive) in clarity (brought to life) impersonation surrenders to clarity impact implications random (I had some random no-good thoughts, lol) implications of personality are random channel overdue > do you mean to say Iīve been lazy? lazy? impersonation is receptive nonetheless. Formation necessary. Channel due. > our formation? it IS our formation (the channeling I suppose) > Focusing on random thoughts would clarify them? Impact. Solution is aware / available > I become aware of the available solution? Formulation of thoughts clarifies. Formulation? Impact solution. Centeredness in solution. Random thoughts de-centralize. (Here I asked to eventually stop it, as I was getting rather tired, so he just clarified one more point which was obviously important.) solution impact = Source Access (one accesses Source with solution impact / when solution impact takes place)