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There is usually something that gets my attention that prompts me to look at myself. On this particular cleaning my ankle started hurting for no apparent reason. Cleaning: I look at my ankle, there is a bright spot of light on it. It resembles a round star with many points. I travel down my leg to my ankle. I am now in a cloudy place of thoughts. I remember the cleaning I did in which I went into the ethers of every memory and possibility. As I walk through here I realize I am dragging a ball and chain around my ankle. I unlock it with a key and I hold it up in front of my face. I don't know what this ball and chain is, so I go into it. I see an altar. Two nuns and a priest walk around it. As they walk around it they shake something that resemebles a rattle. They sit down on some bleachers in a small audience. I see myself standing at the door watching. I now walk to the altar. The top surface of it is pure light. Bodies with their arms crossed spring out from the light, one at a time. Once all the bodies have emerged they lay stacked, one on top of the other on the altar. There is a peice of paper between each body. I pull each one out and as I do this, the bodies collaspe down until there is only one body laying on the table. It looks like a mummy. It cannot move and all it can do is look at me with pleading eyes. I put the papers in order. The first page reads: chapter one-mummies. I realize that this deals with preservations and the trying to preserve in order to remember. I have to cut the strings off this mummy to see what it preserves. I cut all the strings off and the person now stands on the altar. It is a strong youthful male figure that wears armor. I knock on his armor and I ask what are you guarding yourself against? He sits down, looks at me and says you. I ask what about me? He says it's all my fears, doubts, trusts and self image. As he tells me this he begins to wrap me up like a mummy. Once I am wrapped up he says when you let me free, I bind you up. He lays me on the altar. It is time for him to cut the strings off me so I can be in more contact with this aspect of myself. He cuts the strings away and we sit on the altar, indian style, face to face. He is the part of myself that tells me things. He tells me that we are working in the ethers..which are all thoughts and memories. He shows me that my thoughts of fears, doubts, etc are also shared by many others, so what binds me also binds others. I am shown that when we find a thought that we have identified with, personalized and brought to life in our state of being..It is a universal thought that anyone can tap into and claim as their own. He gets off the altar and he swoops his arm showing telling me that we are in infinity...the endless, boundless, possibilities and potentials of ourselves. As we walk through this infiniate space we touch threads of thought. What we are finding are the threads of thought that are sentences. We find any sentence be it negative, positive or neutral. As we walk through the thread of a thought (sentence)we connect it to our center of being. Everything is within the center of being...but I am connecting it with knowing and understanding. This infinate space is also called chi or the unified field,which is also the dis-unified field. We are changing the vibration of ourselves, which is the changing of our awareness. He tells me that this is the infinate class room of expereince and he offers me a glimpse into this place. I look out and I see harmony. Even though there appears to be positive and negatives..it's all harmony. It all flows, touching and dancing with itself in a soft flowing movement. It is the harmonious movement of self. All of this is within the calm center of being...all is possible because all just IS. It's all moving, being and doing...NOW. This part of me (the male) takes off his armor, I take off my clothes..we both stand naked and no longer bound. We lay on the altar and merge into one and then we merge into the light of the altar. Light is dark and dark is light..it is important for me to know is the harmony of all.....It may appear dis-harmonious..but all is within harmony. End of this cleaning. Well there you have it. This cleaning represents the basis of what I do. What was binding me was my NOT understanding the nature of harmony and that everything..absolutey everything is harmonious. Even the perceptions of negativity..pain,doubt etc all works in harmony. This is the best I can explain it for now. I am finding my duel natures (male,female) and I am merging them, once they are merged a bigger part of the picture (whole) is revealed. This may help you understand me better Marriana...and why I don't identify with just one race/universe..but with everything. I was shown along time ago how one finds awareness. I was shown it as individual letters that float around and one finds these letters and forms a word..this word is a piece of awareness. Then one threads together their words and form a sentence. This sentence becomes a higher awareness. This is repeated over and over again until one finds and forms the sentence that reads: All are ONE. Once this sentence is formed and known you stand in the center of it..and there is no more seeking all that it holds just flows into you. What I share is are just my expereinces and what I have leaned from them. Aliana: I read your vision and I can only share with you how I precieve it..but you must come to your own conclusions. I think that your nose is a word pun for knows Since you went into your self in this vision it relates to you and to what you sense and know. The sacks that were hanging from the ceiling represent things that you know..from a higher part of yourself (ceiling) and you are just now coming into contact with them to re-learn them. You are harvesting these known but forgotten aspects of yourself. Marriana saw it very close to the way I see it...the eggs sacks...which symoblize a new aspect that is dorment..but are ready to be opened by you. Marriana: I am enjoying this very much..Thank you for this opportunity to express myself. *winks at you* You are a true gem. I look forward to your insights. If anyone would like for me to look into anything for them I would be happy to do so.  MarriAna here, ho humm.. as much as you insist it is different I again fail to see that, lol. Where is the difference between your description of being everything, and my being of a certain race and integrating my aspects of all other races and then merging with oversoul and then the oversoul merges with Source, and Source obviously is everything...? I see only how similar it is, well that´s okay too, you can be the one who sees the differences then, lol. Fun. If you´d rather have me post that somewhere else, on my page or on the index page, tell me right away, cause I´m not sure how this should be done yet, the discussing and responding. Maybe we need a respond-table on the index page. About your vision/understanding of harmony, I think I know what you mean, I experienced that during the WTC thing, when my guides showed me how all is interconnected and playing out in perfect harmony and everything makes sense for everyone involved and at the same time makes sense as a whole, for the collective, and also the whole of the collective makes sense as a part of Source. Everything fits in with everything, it´s sort of a giant seamless web. Is that what you mean? Or did I miss something. The point imo is to be aware of it all cause then it just is what it is and if everyone did that we could even kill each other and it wouldn´t hurt, lol, cause the mutual overall awareness of being a part of Source would naturally ensure mutual respect and thus the killing wouldn´t be done to harm, and thus it would not harm. It would be just an experience, and there´d be no need to judge or label it dualistically. It is like looking at the core of a thing or of an action, and seeing how it´s part of Source and has its true purpose inside, one sees its true nature which is always Source, naturally. I have to ponder this some more. Oh and you are of course very welcome, and I´m very pleased that I´ve talked you into having a web-presence, hehe *G* I told you it would be fun! :-) That´s the half-a-star thing I saw last time:  I thought the open lower half is a door, a portal. It hovered, swinging from side to side, above the connection stream between us, and then it moved, still swinging, upwards and upwards until it vanished out of sight. I don't know what the circle half star means..very interesting though. I have been going into deeper thoughts lately. I am being shown the connection between vibration (feeling)and thought. Was shown that everything is a vibration. Some call it the word,breath,or Aum. This vibration is everything. I was shown in order to understand what we feel we create a thought. Which is putting boundries to a feeling/vibration. So a thought creates limits so one can expereince all that it holds. That is pretty much what this physical reality is...A visual thought of vibration created to experience itself. Jan. 17th 2002 - MarriAna here, hm... that sounds much like what my guide said, about the process of creation being inevitably linked to a subconscious process of un-creation at the same time... creation limits in that it uncreates all other possibilities except the one which is actually created... - But.. I don´t quite understand what you´re saying, we feel before we have thoughts? Do you mean we feel in response to others´ thoughts then, or would we feel in a vacuum too? In that case, where do the feelings come from? Or, hm, no, there is no vacuum? Even if there was, we´d be in it, and thus it would not be empty? Do you make any sense of the family formation thing I posted? I could use some help, so if anything rings any bell of yours, let me know... Thinking about what you said about races, my guide is a dragon but in the formation he´s basically there as a violet ray being... which to me sounds like anyone of any race might be a violet (or other) ray being... then again, the rays might be available for everyone, but some races might tend to choose one in particular... hm. About the half-a-star, something between us was upgraded to source-level to reach completion... 1/17/02~Marriana, To answer your question..yes we feel before we have a thought, but the thought is a manifestatin of a feeling...so basically they are the same thing.Everything is vibration or energy.It is the sound that comes from no sound...or source creating itself. So everything is vibration/energy that is compressed into a thought form. So it can be visualized with boundries and then experienced. And I like how you were shown it...to create is to uncreate other possibilities. This is how I was shown it...first there is just vibration, this vibration does not know all that it is, so it creates a thought or visual form of what it thinks it is..once this form is visualized then the vibration goes into it..vibration last longer then visuals..that's why we can feel the vibration of something after it's gone..because it's vibration is still there. This is harder to explain then I thought it would be :) The family formation thing sounds familiar.It is close to what I have been shown about something manifesting. You are shown it with different symbols then I am. I have been shown how cells divide and manifest..was shown how the source created itself too(at least I think that is what I was being shown)..but I sure don't understand it all. I was shown that first there is the one...that becomes two...saw it as a circle that divides in half. Let me see if I can express this in the right words. You have the divided circle that is not yet separated. (androgenous) Then the circle separates and trys to comes back together, except it doesn't become one circle again it becomes three. It's like the two come together and clash, this clashing creates a third component. Then this third component divides in half and you now have four. And from the four components all things come. So I think what I saw and what you were shown are very familiar. Back to the thought thingy.....We do feel in response to others thoughts. We can very easily feel them and then think them...believing that they are our thoughts to begin with. I'm not sure about the vacuum....but from my understanding it has an energy/vibration all unto itself and you are right..there really is no vaccuum because if we were in it, it would not be empty (this reminds me of finding aspects of myself that went to oblivion,and thought it became nothing, until it realized that it was still existing,and thinking it was nothing lol). All feeling/vibration comes from the source.. it is the source creating itself..so everything we see, feel,etc is just ourseleves in different degrees of awareness/dimensions. I hope this makes some sense...I feel like I'm jumping all over the board and just rambling on...*G* . MarriAna here, you´re saying the vibration lasts longer, isn´t it that it actually never ceases to exist, I mean the vibration in Source which creates all the other ids and realities, it stays the same basically, no? It´s just thinking different things into existence, while it is still hanging out in Source... About the circle splitting and creating a third and then a fourth, well I´ve never seen that, though Jandariel mentioned something like this, that the monad/oversoul created an entity and that entity then split again... (wish hed write it down *sigh*) Í never saw that cause when I was looking everybody else except me had already been created.. and was coming from Iria... hm. How do the 2 separate circle-halves create a third and what is it about? I mean what is the difference between the unseparated 2 halves and the child entity? and the fourth, why would the child split again? if you say the first circle/entity is androgynous, would the first child be a daughter or a son? Do you have any thoughts about the formation of the soul groups (not just the flowers of life which participate in that formation), do the color rays make any sense to you? When you think about it, which color would you say you are? Or where do you see yourself in that formation? (Yellow Whirlpool, Green Maze, Blue Scintilla, Violet Dragon) - I wouldn´t think it stands for anything universal, it´s just one possible formation which is supposed to happen soon, not that I know why, lol. In fact it looks like there will be 3 of them, one after the other, each involving a new plane of development on which the soul family members will operate/develop. It is insanely complicated, lol. err, btw, I´m covering the whole place with those little green sticks (dividers), lol, I hope you don´t hate them or anything... if you´d rather have other ones, just tell me, ok ?! 1/21/02~Marriana you are right, vibration is always vibration. I was referring to the vibration of different thought forms and how that particular form lingers longer. About the circle splitting... I think it’s about the different energies and how they manifest..First there is the One thought that holds all vibrations within it. It all flows in harmony. (many would call this the void) This thought divides into two primary energies, negative and positive. I think the third circle, created by the positive and negative could be a neutral energy, which allows the condition for the oppostites to merge. (this is the triangle..With the two opposing sides and the bottom line that unites them creating a new situation or condition) there is no difference between the third or child of the two, except the neutral energy. (Many call this the Christ consciousness. it’s just an awareness, and awareness is just vibration.) From the 3 comes 4....and the process goes on and on continuously creating perceptional separation and individualization. I am not sure about the color rays or the formation..I will have to look and ponder on it more.. I don't mind you placing green bars on the page..I tried to do it and couldn't figure it out..So you can add any graphics that you like to the page. :) Jan. 25th 2002 - MarriAna here, I don´t know whether you looked, but Cassandra from the swc chat is trying to figure out the date of the message you received and I posted it on my page here, and I tend to think May 9th is about right... also, might Aries be actually you yourself ?? ..if you get anything when you look at her interpretations please let me know, or e-mail her, cause she would like to know too*** About the triangle, that´s the most sensible thing I ever heard about triangles, and seems to explain why my family members always do triangle formations... It might even relate to the situation I´m in/was in, with having that astral baby which was a result of my merger with the dragon and into which I turned eventually.. and now I´m again merging with the dragon, as the child/third entity... will I have another baby ?? lol, I shall have to ponder this some more*** About the bars, well you just click on an ADD button (where you want the bar) and select Graphic from the list which comes up (where it says Alignment, open that), click on insert, and then you select from the graphic list: barGreenLight.gif, and save. cleaning/1/28/02 I’m in a new classroom. There is a skeleton sitting at a desk writing. He looks up at me then crumbles. I walk over and sweep it up into a dustpan. I take the dustpan to the teacher’s desk and lay it there. There is no teacher here, I look up and see the diagram that I saw in my earlier cleaning showing all the energy points of the body. Judy and I are the only ones in this room. We look at each other; I realize there is no teacher because we are self-taught. The skeleton springs back to life and begins to x out the diagram and marks on the chalkboard. I say to Judy “this is the disharmony”? She nods her head and says, “I think so”. I sit down at the desk by Judy and the skeleton begins writing the lesson on the board that we are to learn/know. He writes a very long equation that fills the whole chalkboard. It is a mathematical equation full of geometric shapes. When he is done he draws a door at the end of the equation. He hands me the key to the door. I open the door and go in. I am in an area full of infinite amounts of DNA strands that are moving all around. All move differently, but there is a set amount of movements they can make. I see them grouped into circle segments. So each circle holds every different movement. There are many circles. I go into one of them. I see their different movements. I see one that moves forward in a rolling movement and one that rolls backward. I see that each one moves either forward or back in all the different angles. This is the vertical movement. I now see the horizontal movements. One rotates in a circle and the others rotate in the many different angles of a circle. I am standing in the center of all the different movements. I see that I am calmer then the DNA movements. I stand with my arms out and my legs together forming a tee shape +, I rotate slowly as I look at the all the movements around me. I see that in disharmony there is harmony. Disharmony comes into play, with each movement thinking that it is the only movement and each one is totally unaware of its counter parts and their movements. I see that one of the functions of awareness is that it brings harmony into view. (So when the DNA becomes aware of each other and of the different movements they realize they are not alone and that they work within a whole that creates a whole). I now stand in the center with my legs spread out and my arms lifted and spread, this forms an X shape. I see the triangles that the x forms and it reminds me of the triangle in the circle I saw in an earlier cleaning. I realize that I am in the flower of life. I am in just one circle of it, but every circle is exactly the same. Each holds a DNA strands that move in a different way. I climb up one of the DNA ladders, I reach over to another DNA and I climb down it. I do this to every strand in every position of their different movements. I see that what I was just shown will be correlated to the movement and vibration of thought/feeling. This flower of life contains all vibrational codes to all that is. I stand in the center of one circle that is apart of and surrounded by infinite circles. I ask Judy to say all the words, this will bring focus to the center point of each circle and it will align the different vibration patterns of the DNA strands. It will start with this one circle and it will vibrate differently which will in turn vibrate the circles that touch it and they will vibrate the others touching them causing the ripple effect. JSW I come back out of the door and the skeleton erases the equation but not the door at the end of it. He puts down the eraser, cleans his hands of dust and asks to be taken home. He sits down on the desk in front of Judy and I, we each hold one of his feet, he gains substance and is no longer a skeleton. He is an ancient memory that we have brought to life in our awareness. 2/14/02 I thought I would share some of my inspired thoughts I've been having lately. I have reached a new mountain to climb and It seems that my awareness is going into a different direction,it's going more into the oneness of all. What follows are some of my inspired thoughts. They are just my understandings that I am sharing. What is truth? From my understanding it but one concept within the infinite ideals of subjectivity. It is a defining and confining thought/feeling that limits us from all that we are. There is no one truth, all is truth and all is illusion. Truth is a mere expression of the awareness I am That I Am. It is the expression of non-existence reflecting itself into existence. Each and everyone’s reality is their truth in which they manifest in their being. And so truth is subjective, for my truth may not be your truth and your truth may not be mine. All truths are expressions of pure consciousness and so all are true. Pure consciousness is the expression of non-existence and so all expressions are illusion for they are but manifestations of nothing that is everything. For every concept there are differing concepts or opposites. For there to be a truth, there must be lie, and if there is a lie then there must be a truth. This is the reflective nature of existence. In non-existence there are no reflections. You just are. In non-existence we just ARE, in pure consciousness we BE what we ARE. And so we live and have our being in our very existence, created in our own image. We are simply being what we are. The one’s who are in deep slumber, meshed firmly into the truth and reality of this physical duality, are expressing the beauty of existing in non-existence. For those who are yawning they are expressing the reality of reflective knowing, for those whose eyes are wide they are BEING within their existence. All is truth. All is but self,expressing and experiencing itself in infinite consciousness. : What are thoughts and feelings?… Just mere programs of our imagination that move through the space that we are? Simply created by our imagination, or are they manifestations of what we are? : My understanding is that all thought and feelings are manifestations of what we are. They are not separate from what we are, they simply are, what we are. We can suppress them or think that we improve them or we can resist them. But none of those choices are the embracing of them, accepting them, and knowing/understanding them, (which expands them into consciousness in that they no longer have to keep flowing in and flowing out of awareness). Everything IS pure consciousness manifested in various ways to experience ourselves. Pure consciousness is duality, it is imagination, it is illusion and it is truth, it is this physical reality and it’s all realities, it’s also no realities We can just observe what they are, watching them manifest and un-manifest, we can be aware that they exist. But we can also know what we observe and embrace what we observe with understanding. By embracing we can learn and know what it is that we see and feel, by just watching them (without understanding them) they remain separate from the observer. It is my understanding that pure self (consciousness) is no different then the projected self. They are the same. : The unconsciousness in deep sleep can awaken, the conscious and unconscious mind can know and understand that it is ONE. The unconscious mind is, but the space of FEELING that is projected on consciousness, this projection is the expression to know/understand and experience self. We no longer have to remain a mystery to ourselves. If creation is a game then we are it’s game pieces and the board in which it is played, therefore we are creation and we are all that it holds. One can look into the mirror and see their reflection and can know and understand their reflection by embracing all that it is and one can view it with the awareness that their physical reflection is not separate from their divine expression. So, when One looks into a mirror and when one looks at all that is around them they can know/understand that it is but their selves in divine perfection flowing in the vibration of harmony, synthesized by compassion and humility bringing forth unconditional love, that opens the heart to all that they feel, which in turn opens the mind so they can know/understand what they feel and know all that they are. Time-space is the injunction of subjectivity. Subjectivity is the experiencing of feeling. Thought is the response to a feeling. Thought places limits around a feeling thus creating a form in which to advance through via experience. All is pure consciousness. Therefore all that we are, all that we think, all that we experience is pure consciousness. The very act of describing all that we are in the terms such as God, Source, pure consciousness is but a response to a feeling, that in itself defines/confines all that we are. Time is a perceptional limit that defines/confines aspects of pure consciousness. There is the infinite vibration that is perceptionalized into the 'thought' limit/definition of time. It is the slowing down of vibration enabling the vibration to concretize itself into symbolic form. This allows for one to move through the limits of a thought and experience all that is holds and all that is. Once one has cycled through this thought then their awareness of it expands. There is no time, or space and yet there is. So time is illus ional but what we experience traveling through it is not. For what we experience is but ourselves. Maya is not the illusion and trap that many deem it to be. It is only pure consciousness in perceptional limits/thoughts to experience itself. This physical reality is only vibration concretized in symbolic perception only. A tree is a tree..but what is the tree? What does it symbolize? Our movement through maya is a beautiful one, when one sees that is only symbols of self. To be in the present moment one must know themselves. They must be aware of their thoughts and feelings that create their worlds, so they can learn to stand free from their limits. So time is a wonderful thing, it enables us, pure consciousness to travel throughout every inch of our being to know ourselves. You see…time is us, embrace it, know it, expand it. There really is no past or present all there is the now. But we remain in the past or present as long as one of our self created thoughts exits in our awareness. Embrace your thoughts/feelings,know them for they are just you. Embrace all that is within your world, experience with understanding and expand this understanding back into pure consciousness. Know thyself........ Being is the state of awareness where one observes that which is created. One stands unfettered from the concept of duality while existing within its' very nature. One can walk through the fields of self knowing its purpose with full acceptance of it. Being is neither seeking or finding it is just observing that which was remembered. When one vibrates with the awareness of Being they only have to be themesleves... nothing need be done, healed, changed, etc. For the very thought of thinking that an action must be done implies that there are actions that need to be altered. To just Be is to have no re-action. To Be is total acceptance of all that is observed. In this awareness one does not have to extend their self outward, all things come to him. One helps only when asked and then it is only the pointing of the way. Love and acceptance radiates out from his being and this energy does what it needs to do without any thought/action from the vessel that it flows through. : MarriAna here. Hmm. I cannot see the point you wish to make... somehow I´m missing the point in this. I will list what came to mind, okay? What do you mean, your awareness is going into a different direction, different to what? To me it always seemed you were always going into the direction of seeing the oneness of all, where does the difference come in now? When you speak of symbolic forms, it implies the symbolic form is but a part of the whole truth of what it symbolizes... You say >all is you<, still you discern between your thoughts and others´... You recommend expanding back into pure consciousness, well, pure consciousness includes illusions without changing them to anything other but what they are now, namely illusions...? You say to observe that which is created - by whom? Observing one´s own creations, tuning in to them, results in becoming them, by taking on their id... results in projection, thus fragmentation of self... Or do you mean others´ creations? While before you said >it is you< ? To view everything as being you? Then you go on to suggest being separate from duality/not interacting with it whilst being in it... Unless you´re driving at the >being neutral and seeing the harmony/purpose of all< again (which we talked about a few weeks ago) with your statement: When one vibrates with the awareness of Being they only have to be themeselves... - I really don´t know what you´re driving at, given you also say one should recognize that everything is a part of oneself.. if that is so, then there are parts of me who DO things indeed, and who have reactions, even though the part which I consider the part of me who is observing the other parts of me is not reacting... how does that make sense? Your last statement is the only one which I resonate with: one does not have to extend their self outward, all things come to him. (or her, even, lol) - That is what I´ve experienced yesterday, withdrawing all my projection poles. I hope I have managed to confuse you as much as you confused me with this, lol, and that clarity shall be the result. I thought that I would attempt to explain the basis of my understandings. I do not perceive the personality ego as a problem that needs to be fixed nor do I see it as the cause of all difficulties, I simply see it as being a denser, slower vibrating reflection of pure being. There is no differentiation of the two aspects, (ego/spirit) and what appears to be a differentiation is only perceptual. Everything reflects the creational aspects of self or of the pure being. Every level of consciousness is a reflective and expressed aspect of pure being. Every level either reflects the condensing of the pure being into a creational seed, or reflects the developing aspects of the seed. Everything is dual from the seed germinating to its developing potential. Every form encountered, every thought or feeling encountered is of duality. This is so, because the very concept of creation is dual. Movement is dual, Movement creates duality, consciousness is movement, unconsciousness is potential movement, and all comes from the movement. To not be in duality, is to not be in movement, to not reflect, or to be conscious. All consciousness functions within a pattern of movement, and all functions are reflective of the pure being. The reflection is the movement of non-movement, it is not separate from pure being, it is but, pure being, observing itself. The reflections are not distortions; they are simply the infinite realities of the one reality in expression, experiencing itself. Self- creation is the seed becoming aware of its movement. This awareness is what we call duality. It is duality becoming aware of its dual nature, hence creating it. This is reflected in the personality ego of; I feel, I move, I see that I am, what am I? The individual ego reflects the very seed. Everything the individual ego experiences are just denser, slower vibrating reflections of the creational seed of self, sent forth by pure being, that is pure being. Everything that we are is reflected within and around our being. All our questions, and all our answers are within our very nature, and once realized they can be ‘seen’ around us as either our questions, or our answers. The seed of creation is one, divided, but not separated. This is reflected by the conscious and unconscious aspects of and in all levels of expression. What we perceive as separation are our thought forms that we created in the effort to know what it is, that we feel. All is vibration/movement/feeling that is created into an observable form. The vibration is a continuous and harmonic flow, parceled out and housed into thought forms. This is why we can expand our awareness, because we are the movement that is a harmonic ceaseless flow and our thought forms are dotted along this flow providing the experience of individuality and separateness, that we expand back into, that which we are, that we knew not. All levels of awareness are of the dual nature, be it of the physical or of the spiritual. The higher awareness is still a thought, to be experienced, and expanded. It is only ‘higher’ in awareness because, it is less defined by a thoughts form, but nonetheless, it is still a thought form. The conscious and unconscious mind (creational seed) are the feeling, and thought. (Vibration/movement manifested into a viewable form) The heart is the flow, it is the harmonic movement, to open ones heart is to realize the flow (harmonic movement) it is the unfolding of self-questioning into self knowing. The heart feels, when it flows with its feelings one is lead to the thought forms that perceptionaly block the flow of self. One must then again feel what this thought is and holds, then see the construction of the thought, and expand it. Everything is movement/feeling/vibration. Our intuition is a feeling of knowing, all our senses are brought into activity by vibration, be it touch, sight, smell, hearing or of the sixth sense. We then take these feelings and define them into a thought; we give them definition in order to experience what ever it is. It is this very definition that becomes a pattern, and continually echoes through out its form. The echoes become the shadows that know them selves not. Here in lies the trinity. The two that are three that are one, unconscious potential and that which manifests potential, or the conscious mind, that flows in the movement of itself and knows it not. The vibration/movement/ feeling is reflected upon the conscious mind that, then houses the feeling within a form along the harmonic flow of itself. All manifestation is sent out upon the sea of unconditional love, or the harmonic flow, to experience its movement, forming within its body the infinite pieces of salt, that are the housing of its movement into viable form. Always in the one, self-contained in its totality, it is the body of all manifested existence. It is pure being observing itself. The little mind or ego finds its self already set in the patterns of self, in this dense reality, floating upon the sea of self and knows it not. We each reflect a piece of salt in the infinite sea of spirit manifested into matter. We are the aspects that no longer create but manipulate that which has already been created. We are the seventh day of creation, the day of rest. In this resting state we are unaware of our totality, we are simply the experiencing of pure being. And this is good, and as it should be. The ego or little mind is the experience and the one who experiences itself. It is the culmination and destroyer/savior of self. It is the aspect that carries the cross over the threshold. (Limiting thoughts, back into its harmonic flow) It is the aspect of consciousness that walks up the ladder that spirit created, collecting up and expanding all that the ladder holds. Bringing forth unity of harmony. And standing within itself, being, witnessing, existing within its movement, as non-movement. This physical reality, and its infinite sea of little egos are of the grandest nature, with great importance. The physical cannot be dismissed, pushed away, or discarded; it must be embraced, allowing for the totality of self to be revealed. For it IS pure being reflected in its abundance and plentitude of all that it is. You see, it is just the non-acceptance of self that reflects in the pain we feel, the sorrow we express, the ugliness that we think we see, we stand in the beauty of all that we are, and see it not…… As above, so below…… Well, this sharing has definitely involved into more than I intended, but they are the words that flowed through my fingers and onto the page. They are simply my realizations, and expressions that I share. |
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