Hi, I'm Psion.

When I was young in this life (5 or 6) I tried to remember as far back as I could....tried to remember what it was like before I was born. What I saw didn't shock or surprise me, I was just like oh ok, how interesting and drew it.

What I remembered was being a floating being with tentacles, in a metallic room with two other such beings. I think it may have been in a spaceship, but the room could have been literally anywhere. I based that assumtion on the fact that we were all floating, and yet I cannot recall if we were in water or not. The main feature of the room besides the bright metal-looking walls was a large oval window, through which only blackness could be seen, though the view was largely obstructed by the first of the two other entities.

The first of the two other squids was greyish green in color, and I drew (her I think) with 6 tentacles, though there may have been more. The second may have been reddish brown in color, but (he?) is only seen in the periphery of my vision.

I get the impression that we were dying of some unknown disease, and that I was the first to die.

Also of note.....while many people have imaginary childhood companions, usually theirs are quite normal. However I had one that was silent and only around when I was going to bed, and it was a giant 50 armed octopus! (well octopus is the best word for it I can come up with ) It hid itself from sight, even from me.

-MarriAna here, well, 50-armed you say? That reminds me very much of my oversoul, who has been described by another family member (namely the moth Sworedhel) as a 1000-armed entity, and I see her as an amorphous blob of energy which randomly grows and wihtdraws tentacles, much like flames of a fire would move, only her color is greyish-greenish-brownish. She looks like an octopus-slug who has the tentacles turned upwards... this race of my universe is called ARINIGRANTE and my Oversoul is the biggest one of them, the one who contains all info. There are many smaller Arinigrante who carry info around the universe, and are a kind of direct extension of the oversoul, she sends them to places to distribute data. I met one of them while I was approaching the gate to Ariana, it came to me and told me (well, it did not talk, thought transmission) to draw on it...Draw on me! Draw on me! I felt very hungry, energetically, but was very reluctant to do this, cause I thought it was a mean thing to draw on someone else. However, finally I gave in and connected to it with my heart chakra and started drawing, and the energy filled me, and as it did the Arinigrante was shrinking, and when we were finished the Arinigrante vanished into thin air. Because all its info had gone into me and thus it ceased to exist. Then I fell into a deep sleep processing the received info.
The Arinigrante are much bigger than the squids. Basically they are info distributors who absorb and emit info, carriers, so to speak. For instance, we saw how our oversoul assimilated or absorbed the data about humans, and while she did this there was a human body visible within her, floating in her. She also changes color depending on the info she is absorbing/processing.
When I first met her consciously in a trance my guides had ben pulling all my energy out of my crown chakra and brought it to my oversoul, and I watched them feeding it to her. (I had an id crisis after that, for 3 days, lol)
Do you think your 50-armed guide might have been something similar?
About the room with the oval window, for some reason it reminds me of the room I encountered once, which I thought might have beenin a ship but there was no window, and it was sorta metallic but very dark, and I entered it and in the middle of it was a swimming pool (rectangular) with almost black water (cause it was dark? not sure) and in it a giant octopus was moving and I was scared... I knew I´d have to cross it but postponed it.

I´m not sure if it´s so cool to post this on your site, maybe I should have posted on mine? Please tell me what you´d prefer. :-)

No, I don't mind at all you posting stuff here.

Well the metallic room had no pool. Though oddly enough I couldn't tell if it was brightly lit or dimly lit......It seems to be both at different times in my recollection.

My Octopus thingy was usually a dark-red in color or black....and I'm guessing it had however many tentacles it needed at the time, though it liked to usually have 50.

Well okay, that indicates that your octopus was in any case higher-dimensional too, if it grew arms at random (shapeshifting).
I suppose the room you were in was filled with a gas-like water-stuff similar to that in the Ariana squid realm, even though the colors were different. Maybe cause it might have been on a ship, and thus artificially generated. - MarriAna

Hehe, sorry about the inactivity lately, but updates always seems to come slowly to me, and I have been kinda busy doing other things ^^.

I Guess I should post about the weird dream that I had 2 weeks ago, though I'm not sure it has anything to do with Ariana.

I was in a weird metallic house with a big balconey (with no ledge) that seemed to be floating in the air, however it was obviously not earth, more like deep inside the atmoshpere of a gas gaint, redorange and opaque. Otherwise the house seemed normal. I was with two other people, both female, and we were all dressed in brown robes and could float in this air at will.

Some guy in silver armor came and tried to attack my companions, but they had taken vows not to harm anyone and so couldn't defend themselves. Suddenly I had a long (colapsable) spear in my hand, but it had a weird shaped tip ( I will draw this) , with a crystal between three tines. I stabbed the silver armored guy, but it had no effect, so I stabbed him again in the heart. He laughed that I couldn't hurt him, and kinda folded inwards on to the point of the spear and vanished.

Now for the weird part. My alarm went off at this time.and my dream vision was replaced with a burst of bright purple static....exactly like an empty television station, only purple or lavender. It lasted about 1/2 second.

Jan. 19th 2002, MarriAna here. - Well I don´t know whether all parts of this mission include only members of Ariana or not either. I´m going to change the title I guess.
About the vow of harmlessness, that seems weird to me, cause usually it goes hand in hand with cleansing all attack-defense patterns from one´s energy fields and thus not attracting any attack/defense situations at all, except maybe some test situations for opportunity to learn to stick to one´s vow and how to do that.
Anyway, the spear you mention reminds me of the Egyptian rods which I encountered several times (were usually handed to me by guides) which contain an essence. To absorb this essence the rods have to be broken in half, then the essence will spill forth, released.
I´m not indicating your spear´s the same, but maybe similar. Maybe the essence in the spear can be put to use by emitting it through the pointed end. Question would be, who put that essence into that spear, what kind of essence is it anyway, and does it have only destructive qualities or can that be balanced and used for healing too? Or was it already used for healing/transformation, albeit involving a somewhat biased, dualistic approach? If it was mine I´d play around with it and see what it does when I aim it at my hara *G*

About the bright purple static, well, coincidence: as you can read on Aliana´s page she encountered a >true pink< triangle in her last trance, and second coincidence, my Dragon guide is a violet ray being, and the fourth flower of life within the mission formation is violet.
It has something to do with upgrading the red material realm to a higher color-frequency, and in that process it seems to turn pink for some reason. My guide said (if I got that right) it´s because the fuel for this upgrading process is a violet source. Somehow the violet turns the red realm pink. Make sense? It´s all a bit hazy still, I´m trying to figure it out. It might also indicate you had contact with the violet ray, or even my guide, or your own violet guide, or just some violet dragon, or that you´re integrating the violet ray, or that you are participating in the upgrading of your soul-groups part of the red material realm. What do you think?
Oh and, the spear´s point is blue? Do you suppose it has to do with the Blue Scintilla then?

I am trying not to assign meaning to anything yet...good rule of thumb is to get all the facts first, then try to fit them together.

I had a very interesting dream last week. (yes I am slow to update :P ) I was flying over a city, on a large hill, on an alien planet. The city had dark purple crystaline pyramids, and was in a forest of giant mushrooms, which may or may not have doubled as residences. There were also non-descript grey buildings and a network of roads with moving lights on them too.
The sky was cloudy with an orange light shining down through the clouds. There was one or possibly more floating jellyfish-like beings floating through the air too.one of which I either met up with, or it was carrying me he whole time...but in either case I didn't notice it untill the end. It was trying to signal me with a complicated pattern of lights that it generated within itself.

MarriAna here, hm, obviously not the same planet I saw, I´ve posted a pic of it in the gallery, what I saw was green mushroom-like houses, the weird thing is, that giant jellyfish you mention, it reminds me very much of the sphere I saw, in which I was created... seems strange because my oversoul is jellyfish-like... I´m thinking, maybe we actually were inside our oversoul, maybe the sphere I saw was her....