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RACE: DRAGON-SPIDER





Summing up:
The first part of the mission was about reweaving the mission matrix of Ariana which had been broken due to the fall into duality. we were able to finish the matrix when a squid lady named Myarianna showed up in the chat: during a spontaneous trance Myarianna (squid and probably beetle/worm), Sworedhel (moth) and I (dragon-spider) took position in a triangle formation and I was guided to merge both the highest and the lowest level/realm of the matrix of Ariana, namely the white realm (Dove) and the black realm (Beetle/Worm), thus merging all of the layers in between too and thereby finishing the matrix. Please visit my Ariana Page for a more detailed description of the matrix transformation/restoration and my origin.

After this I left the old matrix/level and so did, from all I know, Sworedhel. Myarianna vanished and had obviously only shown up to deliver the needed squid and beetle/worm energy for the merger which could only be provided by an incarnate squid/beetle/worm entity.
The rest of the incarnate family members (= ground-crew of Ariana) had fallen latent to some degree in respect to the Ariana matrix work, and after the matrix was finished even more so, and I have no idea whether they are still working within the first Ariana matrix, or have left it to work on the second level independently of me, or turned to something else alltogether. I am, however, no more weaving/processing their data.


During the next time the spiritual experiences of Sworedhel and me resonated well; we exchanged a lot of data and both became astrally pregnant at about the same time (we noticed other family members went through this too, but most of them chose to abort/reject, except GoldenStar. I also got sporadic data about cocoon growth from the other family members.)
Then what is called the Mission Key was introduced and installed within me, containing/linked to the Heart of Gold, which was supposed to start the journey home. The Mission Key was a rod-like thing filling up my central column, and seemed to have lots of buttons which my guides told me not to push. The Heart of Gold was activated when my guides pushed the first button, and was some sort of ship-like device, located in the heart chakra, and in it it contained a portion of Ariana, in fact I had to work on stabilizing this part of Ariana in my heart via this device. It was sort of like home is where the heart is, and about holding my home in my heart, and letting it grow/expand.
Then I noticed 5 prism entities within the Mission Key, the prisms were supposed to activate one by one and when the first one did I noticed it was sending out energy threads and when all of the prisms would have activated there would be 7 main outer threads leading to 7 contacts (persons involved in the mission matrix emanating from the mission key/locking me into it) who I would eventually meet and work with.
The Mission Key could be inserted because my Oversoul had by now collected enough data through us (her incarnated extensions) and had been able to form this key which would be the solution and remedy for duality. I was informed that the key is called Awareness. The theory is that from the key the matrix for the repairing of duality will unfold step by step, resulting in the journey home and leaving/transcending duality to again become whole.

In the meantime my astral baby had been growing until I became it, which surprised me a bit, but not much. The baby had a dragon daddy (what I considered to be my male dragon aspect, separated from me) and a spider mum (me), and the result was a spider-dragon merger. I stepped into an id which introduced itself as My Wildest Joy and who I call my Tara Dancer. She creates through dancing, expertly so, for instance she will do a clockwise whirldance spiralling upwards and thus create a connection between the highest and the lowest. It is a bit awkward to talk about >her< because I have actually become her and donīt consider myself separate from her in any way. I have memories of this entity on another planet, where she/I had green skin with lots of colorful filaments swirling in it. Obviously it was in a higher dimension. The form was humanoid.
The color of the skin is insofar remarkable as that I encountered it again when I did some transformations taken basically from the
Tobias channelings which resonated strongly with me at that time. These transformations involved creating an astral new house in which one was supposed to create without anticipation, this was symbolized by doing a broad brush-stroke with no intent whatsoever, just an expression of oneīs joy of creation. As it turned out, my first stroke had the color of my tara Dancerīs skin. I didnīt make the connection immediately, but called it opal color, since this stone looks exactly like it. At this time the rumour was loud that the mineral kingdom was waking up and stepping into a new degree of consciousness, and I obviously have a connection with opal. I suspect that minerals and stones carry portions of data about alien races DNA like the animals on 3D earth do.

This manner of creating is supposed to allow one to create according to oneīs divine will, forfeiting/giving back oneīs free will, and it is accompanied by conscious breathing exercises which draw in/invite oneīs Divine Self. One is supposed to let oneīs Divine Self take over and act out oneīs true purpose. I had various trance experiences concerning my true purpose and actively communicated and exchanged with my Divine Self, for which the Tara dancer was a vessel/extension. The Divine Self/Whole Self happens to be the part of me who is/will be able to merge with Oversoul.
The Opal energy filled me during trances, which makes a lot of sense since it is also the skin color/quality of the Tara Dancer who I had become.
My next brushstroke/creation turned out to be a dark deep beautiful green with golden spots and sparkles, and it took down the walls of my astral house/dwelling place, it literally seeped into the wall and disintegrated it. The next time I looked my Opal energy had flown out of the house and was filling my >outside reality matrix<.
It was about this time that Souly became an important factor/catalyst on my spiritual path who accessed an abundance of highly detailed and useful data for me during her channelings and scans. Basically we have established that I have to dance/create/process, while she supplies the necessary information. She described this as me dancing on a globe, while she throws books at me, which I catch and process/create/express, and while I dance and process on this golden globe the globe becomes smaller and smaller until it vanishes and the essence of all the processed data is drawn in form of opal dust. This dust then has to be taken through some portal on the moon by Souly and me, and this whole process is called transcending the transcendence. We are, without doubt, currently in this process and I am dancing on the globe as the Tara Dancer, and Souly is throwing her books at me.

Now, enter the Dragon. This is the same dragon who was the daddy of my astral baby which became me, and as it turns out the Tara Dancer is the one who is able to polarize/transcend with the Dragon. It is all very complicated, please go to my Dragon Page




FOR ALL TO PONDER:

I was rather surprised when Aliana showed up and turned out to be another family member who has obviously left the first matrix level too. Much of her experiences sound a lot like Soulyīs descriptions of DNA decoding and -activation, Souly often goes into things and entities and body-parts too, so I suggest you 2 get together and figure out how come your experiences are so similar (talking about Alianaīs inner nose journey here, and the strange thingies she had to harvest in there).
Much of what Aliana described ties in very well with the other squid-entity descriptions I got so far, both from Myarianna and mysticala (who happens to be a latent squid in respect to the Ariana matrix; she was about to activate, chose otherwise, then Myarianna showed up), and also from what I sensed about them myself when I was integrating the squid energy. Basically it can be said to soften things, to melt things, to remove restrictions within things and thus allow them to assume their true form and function. The squid energy and realm is gassy, like light water, and of a bright greenish-yellow color.
I daresay Aliana is from the universe Ariana, cause the heart connection is of that specific quality which indicates kin.



Stardove and I both have dragon/reptilian guides, and Stardoveīs reptilian entity behaves very much like an Oversoul, imo. My Oversoul appeared to me in reptilian form at first too. There seems to be a link between a certain temple complex in Atlantis which accidentally contains a chamber through which the gate to the universe Ariana can be accessed. When I identified with the reptilian/humanoid from of my Oversoul she seemed to know these temples and chambers, and people there knew her. Another similarity is that both my Dragon and stardoveīs reptilian lady refused to give name so far. We suspect we are not yet ready to hold this knowledge/name vibration.
Stardoveīs data points to a Raven-entity, and I felt a connection between dragons and ravens, but I donīt know what it is yet.



Psion remembers being a member of a squid race which dwelled in dark waters (as opposed to the bright greenish-yellow waters of the Ariana squid realm), and described his own death due to a mystery sickness which had beafllen or was befalling the whole squid race. he mentioned two other squid entities standing by watching him die and trying to figure out what caused the sickness, both entities were his close friends and one was a soulmate or lover or both.
Now, this is interesting because Aliana also mentioned a sickness whose origin was unknown which befell a whole race, namely a squid-like (?) fish race. The symptoms of this sickness manifested as brown furry balls (parasite-like?) clinging to the fish, then again she said she wasnīt sure whether the balls had anything to do with the sickness at all, however some seemed to think so. She was watching especially one fish who was in hospital afflicted with this sickness, and he carried feline DNA.
I keep wondering whether both Psionīs squid race and Alianaīs fish race are the same, and went on a mission which involved incarnating on a strange planet and the race was not able to carry out the mission because they could not deal with their new surroundings and were afflicted with this sickness?



Soulyīs Oversoul is the same as mine, and thus she is from Ariana. I think. Iīm not sure. It might be that my Oversoul hasnīt only created that one universe. She might have created another and Souly might be from there. Iīm uncertain because Souly hasnīt mentioned any Ariana-related memories so far. Also her race/original blueprint is still a mystery. From all I can see weīre working on one mission together, especially the vision/trance about being in the castle and being chosen/prepared for the mission made that rather clear. (Souly, please make sure you post that, I think itīs important for everyone cause it involved the other mission- ground-crew - members.)




3rd Jan. 2001
Yesterday I went to bed and woke up again after an hour cause I was dreaming I was in a dark room somewhere high up in a building and my pet cage with pet was there (not sure, turtle, rat, whatever) and I was getting up out of bed all the time closing and opening the window cause it was cold outside (like it really is) but at the same time i needed fresh air (which i really did) and did not want to freeze my pet to death (which I really donīt), however I was just finding my way back to my bed (not the one on the floor I have now, but some hotel bed or whatever) in the darkness when something grabbed me, some entity and was trying to take me away, to draw me to somewhere else energetically, I only felt an energy-grip on my neck, it was invisible... and I thought no I have to fight this and resist that is what they say, fight it, so I did and resisted and struggled against it and it let go and I woke up with a very firm energy grip all around my body, like a second skin, and my energy fields set to high-vibe and highly active... heart beating, the body was almost paralyzed from this grip, but not quite... like engulfed in this second skin/energy layer, and at first I was scared about this entity when I came to and even emitted a growl to scare it off, lol, then it was okay and I just stayed in that high vibe and didnīt move, to see whatīs going on... couldnīt figure it out, not even sure what my guides did... hm.... think they were just holding the energy.
I used my favourite online I-Ging oracle to talk to my guide about this (he likes it too *g*) and this is the result: The entity wished for me to nourish it, and I overcame my inertia by strongly objecting. This visit occurred because Iīm pushing upwards like a plant which is growing (and thus am yummy I suppose). Note that the rest of the dream situation was also about nourishing, in that I was opening the window to nourish myself with air, and closing it to provide a nourishing/healthy environment for my pet. So, the theme is clear.
I couldnīt find out much about the entity itself, except that it was the first time it visited and that this race is reaching a peak or end of cycle too collectively and that all conflicts will end, which is good.
It was further explained that rebukes are neccessary, but that I should take care not to overdo it, that the punishment must fit the crime so to speak, and that I must be firm and determined, but not rebuke too harshly. Which makes a lot of sense to me, after all the entity didnīt know any better and was just hungry. I donīt hold any grudge or anything.




StarDove visited her reptile lady guide and doesnīt remember much except that she gave me the key which she hopefully will describe on her page eventually. It is a higher-dimensional device supposed to open the realm of her guide (but that might not be its only function) and she was given this a while ago. Now, when I asked why was it given to me and what am I supposed to do with it the answer was it will aid me in some profound way and was given out of affection, which I think is very nice, thank you. My Dragon guide happens to know StarDoveīs reptilian lady guide, and said that we are meant to work together and that this is a gathering together for the sake of carrying out a mission. Otherwise Iīm supposed to relax and just meditate upon the key-thing and it will prove useful in time.



2 days before new years eve I started to feel an increasing dizzyness which made it almost impossible to think properly and I felt sluggish and tired and this peaked on new years eve when I fell asleep hours before midnight, woke up 11 minutes before midnight, fell asleep again and woke up 11 mins after midnight, fell asleep again and woke up at exactly 1:11. Then the dizzyness gardually began to subside. When I asked about this my Dragon said (again via oracle) that it was a protection against the *evil influence* of the mass consciousness (local mass c. I think). The people here were firing new year rockets all day and night and the air was filled with poison and stench from them, and the noise was like starwars in full swing. Basically firing those rockets was an expression of aggression and greed for personal power as well as a severely STS activity in that it completely ignored the fear and stress this caused to the many animals in the area (pets as well as frogs and birds and such, thereīs a lake in front of the buildings.) I was too dizzy to be disturbed by the inferno outside and slept anyway. The guide answer also mentioned nourishment as a factor in this, in that I chose not to nourish the detrimental influences, which, accidentally, ties in neatly with the visit of the above mentioned astral entity looking for nourishment.
During this period of dizzyness stretching over several days I had a terrible urge to eat wiener schnitzels and ate 10 of them, lol, which I normally never do, I hardly eat any meat except fish every now and then. Now, this was a result of a so-called contract with the devil (...) I made during a dream-encounter months ago when I was dealing with the black realm of Ariana, namely I gave in to the temptation of taste (rasa itīs called I think, sanskrit?) and after the dream I was not pleased with my dream decision and tried to reverse it. Well, did not work obviously, only postponed it, and Iīm told this schnitzel-eating was the fullfillment of that contract and now itīs done (accidentally it was schnitzels which the devil offered me in the dream, lol). The other reason was that my body needed it at that time to build up the protection-dizzyness thing, and I experienced no detrimental effects whatsoever which I normally would when I eat dense meat.




Jan. 12th 2002 - Iīve posted several updates on my Dragon page - I canīt quite decide where to post what, lol, but these insights were definitely Dragon-related, so Iīd ask you to go there: Dragon Page
KnightOwl and I had a conversation about soul families, in which some new info was accessed, namely that his soul groupīs inner circle and mine are supposed to link, and eventually merge in a flower of life-formation with 2 other soul groupīs inner circles. I have no idea why as of yet, but did see the formation taking place.
Today I had a nasty headache while my guides did some adjustments in my brain, and during this session I saw how the inner circles slipped into each other, and got the names of the first 2 inner circles which are supposed to lock:
(Blue? Yellow?) Whirlpool
Green Maze
The third was something like (Blue?) Scint (-illating).
Accidentally Iīve done a small flower of life graphic a few days ago and didnīt know what for, lol, and my guide urged me to use this to illustrate the inner circles formation. The second pic is close to what it actually looked like to me during the trance:

         

The Green Maze circle is obviously the Ariana circle. I wonīt swear on it but it does look like it consists of Souly, Aliana, Stardove and me.
KnightOwls circle includes him, Merecat, GreenGiraffe and Aliana.
Aliana seems to be the link between the groups.
The other 2 circles are supposed to appear after the first 2 have locked together.
For those who havenīt read it on my Ariana page or elsewhere, soul group ground crews consist of 12 members, 4 of which are inner circle, meaning they activate first. Often people sense a 5th inner circle member, which happens to be the oversoul of the soul group (not incarnate, of course).
The formation shows that 4 mergers are done between the 4 inner circles, first 2 members of the first 2 circles (Whirlpool and Green Maze) merge together, then 2 members of the 3rd and the 4th circle merge, then 1 member of the 3rd merges with 1 member of the 1st and parallel to that 1 member of the 4th merges with a member of the 2nd circle.
Then something else is supposed to happen, somehow Source appears in the middle of the formation and ignites it.
The finished formation changes color, I think it means it changes frequency, and those colors include shades, not just the basic colors.

Iīm not yet sure about all this, and need your feedback. It might be far more complicated.






Jan. 13th - About the White Electric State I mentioned before, my guide told me it would be a shock to achieve it, and I wanna know why, lol! Iīve been accessing it during trance sessions, it definitely is about un-attaching oneself from past and future, including random thoughts dealing with/stemming from/creating both.
Itīs a very high-vibe state and it reminded me much of the white firebeing mentioned in some ascension mantras I used months ago, namely:
I am that I am
I am the Pure Electronic Body
A White Fire Being
I dwell within my Golden Ray.
I also saw this white firebeing, it looks a bit
slimmer than a human, maybe a bit like a Zeta,
is totally made of very pure white electric energy
and it slipped into me about 1 year ago, accessing my crown. Comments?
Iīm asking cause yesterday I had no random thoughts during the session, and again felt my astral or higher dimensional body, Iīm not sure which, in any case it did not feel like my physical body at all. I was drifting in and out of this rather pleasant state of being in that other body, without freaking out I might add, lol, my guide was of course doing this and helping me with it, and also my other vision opened up when I accessed the other body. It was like floating within an energy pool.
I have hazy memories of dealing with the above mentioned soul families formation during dreamtime, but donīt know what exactly I did... I somehow ran the inner circles, calling them by their names, through some mathematical process... trying to come to some result.



Okay, here are my latest wild speculations:

Yellow Whirlpool: Squid soul group, Aliana
+
Green Maze: Spider group, me

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Blue Scintilla: Knightowlīs soulgroup – Bird? Dragon?– Stardove? (Raven-Reptile)
+
Violet Dragon group? Goldragoness? Stardoveīs Reptile guide,my own Dragon guide?

I assume that Psion is an unintegrated outer circle member of the squid group – unintegrated by Aliana (into the first mission matrix).
I suggest that only inner circle members who have basically finished their work on the 1st mission matrix level and now work on the 2nd participate in this formation. Any outer cirlce members who are not inner circle of any of the 4 soulgroups have not yet fully finished their exchange (1st level integration work) with the assigned inner circle member of their own soulgroup and will hang around until that is finished.
All inner circle members of all 4 groups are also outer circle members of 1, 2 or 3 of the other 3 groups.
It starts to get complicated when we realize that Aliana is inner circle member of both Knightowlīs group and my group, and also of the Squid group.
Then again, it may be that Aliana is not part of Knightowlīs inner circle, but scheduled for the merger with him, during the formation.

I have no clear idea where souly fits into this, since she doesnīt identify with any race in particular, though I seem to remember she showed spider-like abilities during her energywork, but that might have been just my imagination.




Now, I just hope that the inner circles donīt start to rotate or anything within the merger formation, leading to multiple mergers, lol, that would totally confuse me.
I shall work on figuring out how I am related to all of you, and where the direct mergers take place.
It might be that currently additional preparatory formations/exchanges take place.
I still think Aliana, Souly and Stardove form the Ariana circle with me. I suggest it will be an overlaying connection-circle within the final formation of the 4 soul groups.
I have to go to bed now. lol.



Jan. 14th 2001 - Stardove said yesterday that sheīs seen an UFO (physically, not in trance!) which looked like the blue pic I did of the groups formation (see above).
Psion said he looked at the formation but it didnīt ring any bell and is not for him.
And Iīm posting this here cause they donīt post it on their pages, lol.

Let me add that the names and the vision of the formation came on all by themselves, quite spontaneously, and I didnīt >ask< to see anything. I didnīt get the name Scintilla right at first cause my English vocabulary didnīt include that, and all I knew was scintillating, so I corrected that later on when I looked it up in the dictionary and found, oh yes, thatīs what it looked like.
I wasnīt quite sure whether it was blue or yellow Whirlpool, until I remembered I had called the squid energy in my guide session a pool, with many small waves in it, like a flooding pool, when we worked on connecting this - yellow - squid energy pouring from my medulla oblongata portal in the back of my head with the blockage-spot/second pole in my lower back.
I experience the squid energy as softening, friendly, warm, wavy.
The Dragon group having no name would make sense in that the Dragon/Reptile names canīt be said in human language, as both Stardove and I have found when asking for the names of our guides.

Another issue is the >being attacked< experiences which seem to happen parallel, namely my astral entity who wished to feed on me, then Psion had an astral fight going on where he indulged in dualistic behaviour (for him to describe it in detail on his page), then Stardoveīs daughter was visited by 2 entities, one defending her, the other one attacking her.
I think those are some kind of test. Namely, is one ready to go beyond dualistic approaches, thatīs the obvious one, the more subtle solution/question asked would be is one ready to not freak out and respond instead of re-act, as in, object to the attack-approach to the degree it offended, instead of over-reacting, doing harm to the other entity, and actually blaming and harbouring hard feelings instead of seeing it for what it is. As in, okay you wish to have a certain exchange which invloves violent behaviour, but I donīt, and Iīm telling you >No!<, but without bashing your head in, and I understand why you approached me in that manner, and itīs okay, just not with me at this time.




Jan. 15th 2002 - I was basically finished with asking my guide things through the nice online oracle I usually use, and when I asked if that was it for today he said no and then launched into a channeling which lasted an hour or so. (Iīve never done that before, channel for so long.) Iīm posting it here cause it contains info about the soul groups formations. My questions begin with a >. Here it is:

> was that it?
no. compartment. section 1. Oneself (1 self/section)
> what is section 2 then?
3 formations and four
3 sections and 4 placements
3 formations in one place, placements neccessary
placements important
> What are placements?
within sections
> what are the placements within sections?
formation
> the placements are a formation?
of course.
> what are sections?
levels of development.
> are the sections inner circles?
No. Not make-up.
> What are inner cirlces?
Formation of soul-group.
Formation of creation.

(shows picture)













(So, we have 3 formations, each with 4 placements within 3 levels / planes of development.
Placement is a flower of life-formation putting one of its 4 petals into a section of development. A section is a compartment. It is the placing of oneself, as in, 1 self, on 1 level of development.) (While other selves might be elsewhere, or might get placed into this or another section of development at another time.)

The inner circle of soulgroup does not stand for levels of development
it stands for WAY of development
Inner circle of soulgroup, flower of life (is a) formation - 4 petals (members) for way of Life-Development
(itīs a) circle formation, flower of life = formation of life = creation circle
specific way
standpoint of point of life
development of this specific point of life
and development from this specific point of life
formation of >flowering<
flowering, developing formation
flower-formation of development
(the developments is) fast in circle, mission circle
> what about the outer members?
development, envelopment
relaxed circle, outer members - center of activity, inner members
> the outer members envelop the inner circle?
of course.
> what for?
immersement / implacement ....implosion
(immersement = in web) (implacement = for placing into a web matrix)
place in one
circle
middle
> implosion? who or what implodes and why?
loaded impetus
for implosion
> clarify?
clarification abounds (repeated several times)
> do you mean clarification limits, as in, creates boundaries?
of course.
(meaning he would limit me if he answered that question, and wants me to be aware of that.)
> Hm. Well then limit me... Wait, let me ask this way: Does the matrix of the circle + middle naturally hold the potential for its uncreation?
subconscious uncreation
conscious creation
(overlay each other)
immersement allows creation / development
and limits (through) subconscious uncreation (of all other possibilities while creating 1 possibility)
(flower of life formation / creation is done for) love of development
development >circle< limits
flower of life formation (= >middle<) envelopes
envelopes (outer) development circle
which hosts flower
like soil
> implosion means... inner circle eats / integrates outer circle?
mutual, + outer circle integrates inner circle
= unity, uncreation of inner + outer
(and thus uncreation of) circle + whole matrix
circle + middle = zero / all
> vanishes in All, unity, is re-absorbed, neutralized, re-integrated?
Naturally. Natural forces mitigate impact. Time slows down.
Love of development instigates impetus.
Mitigation vs. development equals life
> on earth?
planetary.
Functions are developed
functionality is development
(inertia is un-development)
development of life-force
functionality is flower of life = tool for development

whirlpool = squid = warm haze
similar to maze (green maze)

scintilla = DragonBird
original scintilla from Source (birthed on source-level)
levels down (shows picture of original Source scintilla and the levels below it fanning out in a pyramid, in the base-level of the pyramid are sparrows and other common birds, Bird KnightOwl is on the one above the sparrow level) (=3D)
Scintilla = impetus, firestarter
has mansions on many levels
love of emanation
firestarter burns out (shown in orange-yellow)
(if low-level, out of control, destructive)
blue fire illuminates

scintilla from violet ray (meaning himself)
= never-ending illumination
illumination of lightning bolt
CONSCIOUS / ness impact
(= aware, does not hurt)
pool impersonation lives (alive) in clarity
(brought to life)
impersonation surrenders to clarity impact
implications random (I had some random no-good thoughts, lol)
implications of personality are random
channel overdue
> do you mean to say Iīve been lazy?
lazy? impersonation is receptive nonetheless.
Formation necessary.
Channel due.
> our formation?
it IS our formation (the channeling I suppose)
> Focusing on random thoughts would clarify them?
Impact. Solution is aware / available
> I become aware of the available solution?
Formulation of thoughts clarifies.
Formulation?
Impact solution. Centeredness in solution.
Random thoughts de-centralize.

(Here I asked to eventually stop it, as I was getting rather tired, so he just clarified one more point which was obviously important.)

solution impact = Source Access
(one accesses Source with solution impact / when solution impact takes place)




Jan. 19th 2002 - Iīm still trying to figure out the color frequencies within the formation and the upgrading process of the red realm to pink, this came to me: (first pic is the 4 color frequencies of the 4 flowers of life/soul-groups + their matrices which meet in the formation, second and third pic show first the red realm, then the circle/plane of development of the red realm within the formation, then the violet source-circle of development overlays or fuels this red circle of development, then the whole red realm is upgraded to true pink.)

         


And this is what the Yellow Whirlpool energy looks like to me:







Jan. 22nd 2002

MarriAna: Iīm working on connecting my impatience and patience root, I was a bit clogged again*** but then I found someone who needed a healing yesterday, in an msn chat room about Taoism, and that helped clear me..
souly: I seem to be in some kind of new area. unlocking different areas of myself. woke up this morning hearing.. look right and think.. look left and blink ..and I'm clueless why I heard it
MarriAna: well about letting the thoughts from the right side flow into the left side ?? left is where the guide communications happen, yes ?!..
MarriAna: The right side is the rational one and itīs like looking at 3d and all the obvious visible things and translating them/surrendering them to the left side portal so it can connect your 3d matrix to your higher one, like feeding your info to your oversoul for processing, like giving access..
souly: I don't know yet what I'm doing.. I just do it.. hmmmmm my head sure opened up.. it seems to do that with you..
MarriAna: yes it does that because our guides say hello to each other, you know youīre still throwing those books at me..
souly: I agree the right side is the rational.. conscious side.. and the left side is the feeling and unconscious side..
MarriAna: ..so, you take in/look at your energy structures on the right side which must include the material plane, and let it flow to the left so your higher and lower matrices can connect, and I think the blinking you do might indicate that you actually get a higher-dimensional interpretation/version/perspective of your lower dimensional matrix which might result in an upgrading of your 3d matrix. As in, the separation between higher and lower, or in this case, which is almost the same, material/rational and intuitive/higher dimensional is brought down and thus your higher reality can integrate and upgrade your lower/material reality..
souly: that makes alot of sense to me.. the right side and left side interpetation.. last night I was impressed all night with things.. but can't remember any of it just yet.. this happens to me alot.. and then it slowly filters into my physical awareness

MarriAna: tell me what your represent in this formation, and if you can see yourself in it..
souly: hmmmmm most interesting.. I see a spider in her web. behind the web is Ariana and behind that is you.. the truth be known is that all are one.. and so we are just different aspect of each other. in this formation I represent the back drop or the space in which it is in.. I see your flower symbols.. the four on your web page.. they circle in my heart center.. I don't know what this means.. but I hand you a pair of glasses and you can access.. read this data now.. so step into my energies and ask your question as to how I fit.. and who I am.. I see your dragon holding my hand who holds your hand.. and the connection is made for you do this..
MarriAna: is souly the plane of development? - vibration of development –
> Is she in a flower of life? - 5th petal - source access - e-volution/volition, stem of the blossom
> what is e-volution?- the place in the flower which accepts the access of source (like rain coming down on a flower, and sun and so on, the energy which allows it to grow/blossom/develop)..
> is she of a race, in which flower is she? - Ariana, Ariana.. merry meet in the middle..
> err? - the realms are possibilities - fun in the middle where reality accumulates - more distinction acclaims destination –
> well acclaim it then.. - see the delicate thread in the middle (that thread goes up from the middle of the flower of life and vanishes in source) –
> she is a spider lady? - more distinction/destination universe, universal destination, universal thread - som-where: SOM vibration can be anywhere, IS anywhere, is somewhere .. indication of destination –
> huh? you mean the SOM vibrations indicates it sown destination, it holds it within as a potential? - destination = vibration = som –
> oh fine, and you mean with universal thread that spiders are not bound to Ariana? they can be anywhere, som can be in all of the universes? - som is universal - of fine, now is she a spider then or no? - (here the thread sparkles .hint hint.)
> itīs sparkling in all colors, do you man to say spiders are mulitcolored, not only green, in the green maze.. ? - universal version
- e-volution acclaims destination –
> volition to do a mission? to arrive at a certain destiny/destination? willingness? - most certainly
- e-volution - development - upgrading spider to multicolor version.. thread is connection to opal (multicolored) source energy –
- fantazia
> what is that? - place/landscape of development –
> fantasy? illusion then? - fine threads are shown, a matrix in the making, the first higher dimensional threads of something which will become reality in the other planes too

MarriAna: he says your land is fantazia, where you are..
- fantazia.. chosen plane of development.. .
souly: it seems you are now tapping into the area I have just arrived in.. seeing the fantasy bubble created.. which I think symbolizes this physical reality.. and it's creation .. well I don't know what fantazia is.. I will look at it now..
MarriAna: not only the physical plane, no, those threads in that fantazia plane are/will be the origin/beginning/core of many dimensions, realities .. the fantazia plane is in the middle of the Ariana flower of life, I mean the green maze.. the 5th petal.. source access.. itīs either the same or fantazia is overlapping with the middle of the flower.. you see, a formation, you put your fantazia plane into the middle of our flower so we can develop in it .. but the stem leads into earth core like a grounding rod rooted in the material/earth realm? - multicolored stem.. which means the stem is rooting in many dimensions too..
souly: fantazia is all of this reality.. it encompasses every level of spiritual development into and including the physical development/reality.. it is the grand matrix of universal substance and existence.. it is all things and all thing are she.. you see she is the mother spider.. she is the vessel for her energies to manifest and flow through to create.. or we should say to un-create the thought matrix which governs all realities.. and you marriana the weaver of matrixes the raveler and un- raveler shall know all that you hold and all that you are.. that is enough for now.. you two should talk and share..
MarriAna: the vessel, that makes sense, as in, the fantazia plane is in the middle and the 4 petals/members are around it and send their vibes/specific energy into it and in the vessel it takes form like stuff is cooked in a kettle.. if you look at one flower of life/soul group formation, you see 4 petals and in the middle you are.. a circle.. the plane of development which has source connection within the flower of life, in our case, within the Green Maze flower..
souly: I've seen myself as a spider many times.. weaving her web and unweaving it.. but I also see myself as many other things to.. so it's kinda of hard to identify with one thing when you see so many
MarriAna: that ties in with the e-volution thing - the willingness to discern and thus to choose a specific destination.. : .. 5th petal plane of development as opposed to plane of development in the middle of the 4 soulgroups/flowers.. this is a more intimate plane.. only for one flower.. .. itīs not only about you having your perspective and I mine, but about both assimilating each others perspective.. if you are the 5th petal you must translate and weave together everything which we put forth into your plane..
souly: this is what I think I am doing and my mission.. I am going into the inner core of me which leads to the universal core of everything. I am finding universal thought forms and expanding them. I am learning about the different vibrations that govern everything everywhere.. such as fear.. fear is a vibration that holds patterns of thought together to one can experience them in every way.. when one has travelled full circle within a particular thought then one walks into the fear and expands it.. this expands the thought and takes away the memory.. and it no longer exists in ones life anymore. I encounter all the many different awarenessess.. the christ consciousness, the buddhic and so on.. I work in the mental planes that is why I don't feel the emotions of things strongly.. I see that we are the creators of ourselves.. we weave our own individual webs that reflect the universal web.. how does this fit in with your understanding?
MarriAna: well that makes sense. Itīs the same as finding a remedy for the fear pain and suffering of duality, after having experienced it..
souly: how do you perceive the different races? I see them as just aspects of the whole
MarriAna: he said the different frequencies of the flower groups are a WAY of life (see channeling). And that one color frequency doesnīt necessarily mean it equals one specific race, BUT most races are drawn to a specific color frequency and operate within it, because itīs natural for them, they have an affinity to it, it fits together with their soul structure..
souly: is the color frequency similar to the rays? I have been shown that souls will incarnate into a specific ray or energy line to follow it's vibration and to experience what it holds.. I was shown that the reptilian race symbolizes our memories.. thus the reptilian brain.. and memories are patterns that keep us stuck..


souly: spiders are the weavers.. the feminine creative energies.. what are squids?
MarriAna: hm, well I only know how their energy works, a broad soft warm yellow pool flooding forward.. with many tiny waves.. which bob up and down in a friendly way .. and soften things.. they soften them so they can change their form.. and resume development.. .. basically the squid energy softens blockages, frees frozen/ossified forms..
souly: okay.. I'm going to look into squids.. - l I am immediately told that all people/entities possess traits of all people/entities.. a squid flows with the water currants, it is soft and pliable.. it is very sensitive with it's many tentacles.. squids are aspects/memories of the primordial source.. so it seems that one who identifies strongly with the squid identifies strongly with old beginnings/patterns.. squids are also aspects of ones psychic natures.. hmmmmmm
souly: looking at the beetle aspect now.. I have seen the scarab beetle many times on the inner planes.. it is the aspect of transformation.. thus a door.. a door into deeper inner aspects..

souly: beetles: they allow for personal transformations that occur when one walks through a door.. we all have beetle aspects.. so it seems that one who has strong beetle energies can help one find doors into themselves.. via identifying thoughts that keep the doors hidden.. Golden color is that of the eternal.. it never tarnishes.. or fades.. the mouth is our expression and it has 3 tentacles by it's mouth.. so it has the ability to express the synthesis of things.. 3 unifies understanding.. it connects the 2 opposing forces and allows for a new condition/understanding.. : the guide posses the energies of transformation through psychic sensitivities (beetle/squid) that allow for doors to be found and walked through.. to allow for new opportunities of understanding oneself


souly: for me.. each person we meet are but our mirrors.. that reflect back to us the aspects we need to look at the deepest.. at that moment.. so each family member are just aspects of ourselves.. and though they seem independent from us.. they really arenīt'.. do you see it that way too?
MarriAna: well of course, we all come from one oversoul, but to complete the mission it is necessary for each participating member to remember and use its specific abilities.. that is what my dragon means with e-volution again.. the choice to work within a specific ray, to the fullest extent .. and it makes a lot of sense to me.. you being the weaver mom in the middle who accepts all the different data and looks at it from source level.. or weaves it into a source-web, more likely..
souly: well yes.. I agree with that.. but we also need to integrate all aspects as well.. and become complete..
MarriAna: that is what happened when I finished the first part of the mission, which was reweaving the whole mission matrix and merging all layers/realms/races, integrating them.. yes..
MarriAna: .. one canīt complete oneīs part of the mission, if one refuses to represent and work within oneīs assigned ray.. that would be a latent member, who refuses to identify with its ray .. the mission matrix needs/consists of all rays.. a weak ray would ruin the whole matrix.
souly: well.. I'm not sure about a weak ray ruining a whole matrix.. there are no accidents.. and so what is to happen happens.. to me it would mean that the circle hasnīt' been travelled fully yet.. and so it can't be expanded.. until that is accomplished
MarriAna: honestly, it would ruin it, lol, and that is why they get replaced when they go latent.. Iīve seen it, several times..


souly: I agree with that too.. this may be redundant.. but what is your particular ray?.. and mine? .. remember patience.. LOL
MarriAna: the green Maze ray.. spider.. you are of it too, but your mission task is different from mine.. you weave in the middle.. I am one of the outer petals..
souly: Okay.. I see me weaving and un-weaving at the same time.. hard to explain.. it's like I un-weave the old thoughts and expand them into newer broader thoughts.. hmmmm will have to ponder on that more..
MarriAna: that is because - see the channeling and your own insights - creation involves unconscious uncreation.. .. it seems to fit with what you said before, on the right you take in lower vibe data, and pass it on to the left so it can be upgraded/re-created in a higher version.. you take all our data from us while we hang out in your fantazia plane, and make a source-based matrix out of it. It fits, yes ??..
souly: that sounds right to me.. explains the thing I heard.. look to the right and think.. look to the left and blink.
MarriAna: so you hang out in the middle, while our flower moves into position and locks with the squid flower.. then blue Bird scintilla and Dragon lock.. then we all lock.. Or would it be that you actually will hold the MIDDLE plane/circle of development in the formation too, not only in our flower of life ?? hmmmmm..
souly: circles represent the completeness of something.. and so circles to me often mean a pattern that one is working through (all aspects of a pattern).. taking it away a layer at a time.. expanding it so they can enter into a different circle and repeat the process.. each circle entered into is usually of a higher awareness
MarriAna: you think it over and understand our data, then you send it up your source thread.. or maybe youīre calling down opal source energy through your thread, and it infuses.. he, yes !! thatīs it, Iīve been puzzling over this, YOU are the one who fuels the violet source energy from the opal source into the formation.. !!.. you are the one who puts all that violet stuff into the little pink triangle which is spinning below Alianaīs neck while a spider guide taps on it ??.. and you must know about the pink energy too.. tell me right away.. how come the red realm turns pink when you put violet into it ??..
souly: well first tell me the energies of the violet ray are.. and then I'll look
MarriAna: and will the upgraded material red realm which has turned pink which is a higher shade of the red frequency be within your fantazia place ??.. Is it already part of our new matrix youīre cooking up in there ??..
souly: all creative forces are feminine and thus pink.. it is the energies of intuitive powers.. the red realm turns pink because it has been transformed.. well don't know where that came from..
MarriAna: yes, true it is transformed, thatīs quite clear.. Feminine, Iīm not so sure about that. Sure, basically Source is feminine.. but then we have male members too.. - The opal energy is universal source energy.. in it is violet.. you take the violet part of it and fuel the transformation of the red realm with it.. the squid flower does that, it takes the violet from you and upgrades its part of the red realm with it.. now, the Dragon flower is violet too.. thatīs as far as I got with this..
souly: all colors, energies, thoughts ,feelings.. will be transformed into the higher vibration of self.. it is the accumulation of know thy self.. all things come from the one and all things go back to the one.. all was light so bright that it could not be seen.. and all goes back to the light with sight - male energies are the movers and doers of female energies.. it the movement.. it's the seed that springs life into action.. the two are really one.. with opposite vibrations that manifest it's movements and form..
MarriAna: light with sight means this time it will be fully conscious.. all of the layers.. or does it actually mean we get integrated by source ??.. - yes okay, that fits perfectly with what my Dragon said about me being the void and he the lightning which illuminates portions of the void and brings to life..
souly: weīre integrated into what we are to begin with conscious of ourselves in every way.. diversified oneness .. light with sight means this time it will be fully conscious..
MarriAna: Iīve heard that before.. it means we get to be diversified with an id within source, which amazes me..
souly: it is the knowing of self.. and when we return to source.. source will be more conscious of itself
MarriAna: .. - solution (in the sense of dissolving): e-volution, solution again - hm.. the solution is the way out of the circle so to speak, the dissolving of the old circle into a new one.. hm..


souly: I saw something and I don't understand it .. I hear the word zodiac.. .I see Aries and Sagittarius.. I see a zodiac chart.. I hear.. going into the 7th house of Sagittarius, the full moon and sun are aligned, Pluto and mars are in a 180 degree line, Scorpio is rising.. .all together they form a combination that opens a door.. . a door was opened and I went through it.. .and saw the constellation as a council.. and heard Ursula major, Ursula minor and Sirius, the eclipitical moon
What I saw was the movement of the planets.. and all that happened allowed for a door to open.. .I have seen the planets and their alignments before.. .saw each planets consciousness step out from themselves.. wave to each other.. then returned to their planets and began sending out new energies also saw that we have fully stepped through the threshold to the age of Aquarius.. and we are now in it .. once I stepped through the door into the different space.. I saw Aquarius and it's energy poured down through my head.. I watched it filter down through all my spiritual bodies to my physical body and then it went out into the air and surrounded earth and the universe.. .. was quite different.. my head was opened wider then it ever had been.. an my third eye was changed.. .saw it as a high powered telescope.. .and I was told that things will be quite different now.. .technology will really change in the next 10 yrs.. .which will reflect our broader awareness as a human race.. .


E-mail from Cassandra:
Hi MarriAna - I looked your directions over and then called my friend. You see, I couldn't understand how Sagittarius could be in the 7th house and Scorpio rising - as Scorpio is the sign before Sag. and rising usually means on the Ascendant or directly opposite the 7th house. The full moon only happens once a month and is always opposite the Sun at that time, of course.
So the only definite thing I had to go on was the Pluto-Mars opposition.
180 degrees apart forms what is called an oppositon. That will be May 9th. The full Moon will be a couple of weeks later. I am going into a spot online and see if I can find any thing different or a closer time of full moon. Mars
takes two years to go around the wheel of the year so if it isn't this year it might happen in 2004.
I must admit that it sounds very intriguing and interesting. If a star portal really opens I would like to be open to it. Thank you for getting in touch with me. Sorry I couldn't answer your question. I want to check and
see where Jupiter is. If it is in 7th house, that might be what they mean as Jupiter is ruler of Sagittarius. Will you please let me know if you find out more?
Sincerely,
Cassandra mytdc@hotmail.com


Hm, I sort of had the idea that the alignment of sun and moon might mean a solar or lunar eclipse... anyway Iīm posting the dates here.

2002 June 10-11 - annular solar eclipse (see map)
2002 December 4 - total solar eclipse (see map)
2003 May 31 - annular solar eclipse (see map (PDF))
2003 November 23-24 - total solar eclipse (see map (PDF))
2004 April 19 - partial solar eclipse (see map)
2004 October 14 - partial solar eclipse

2002 May 26 - penumbral lunar eclipse (see data sheet)
2002 June 24 - penumbral lunar eclipse (see data sheet)
2002 November 19-20 - penumbral lunar eclipse (see data sheet)
2003 May 16 - total lunar eclipse (see data sheet)
2003 November 8-9 - total lunar eclipse (see data sheet)
2004 May 4 - total lunar eclipse (see data sheet)
2004 October 28 - total lunar eclipse

http://aa.usno.navy.mil/data/docs/UpcomingEclipses.html

http://sunearth.gsfc.nasa.gov/eclipse/SEcat/SEdecade2001.html

A solar eclipse occurs when the Moon passes between the Sun and Earth, casting its shadow on our planet. This can only happen at new moon. A lunar eclipse occurs when the moon passes behind the Earth into Earth's shadow. This can only happen at full moon.

Jan. 25th 2002 - E-mail from Cassandra:

Hi -
I see Aries and Sagittarius Okay - On May 9th - the Moon is in Aries making a trine to Pluto in Sag. They would be 120 degrees apart. This may be a clue to tie the trine to the eclipse, the moon will pass Pluto on day of eclipse or the next day. This is the day Mars is opposing Pluto exact.
Sagittarius in 7th house with Scorpio rising is impossible as Scorpio is the sign before Sag. The full Moon will be in Sag. opposing the Sun at 5 degrees Gemini on the 26th, the day of the eclipse.
That would put the Sun in the first house - rising. However - if it was at a different hour and Sagittarius Moon was in first house - just a few degrees, the sign Scorpio could be rising at some time.
On the 26th of May (mentioned in your list below) the Moon has moved along into Sagittarius opposing the moon, causing the eclipse but Mars has moved to 28 Gemini opposing Pluto at 16 Sag. by 12 degrees. This might still be close enough to count. The movement COULD be started back on May 9 with the trine of Moon to Pluto - Aries and Sag. while Mars is exactly opposing Pluto - 180 degrees. Perhaps the portal would be open during these dates. I'll be looking for a letter to see if any of this data has helped or if you have found the solution. I did check back of Spirit Web but couldn't find anything.
Sincerely,
Cassandra



Feb 2nd 2002 - After connecting what my Dragon called the broken lines/disturbance in the matrix was in fact Alaarisī red beams which were not properly connected to the other formation participants, so after she connected them with first Knightowl, then me, then Goldragoness and then souly we seem to have entered a new stage.... the connection of the red beams immediately triggered the appearance of Goldragonessī dragon guide, and after Alaaris connected with souly and me for the second time we entered a triangle formation - prepared by souly, I think - in which I saw a projection pole opposite each participating person, forming a second triangle. (projection poles are described in the channeling, see above text) Also, we noticed a rotating motion of the triangles, counter-clockwise as well as clockwise... I think both triangles rotated, one clockwise, the other counter, and more, they did a forward flip. This would align each participating person with her projection pole and if the rotating continues, it would result in a connection stream between the person and her projection pole.

Souly observed the following:
.I see us as a triangle...the 3 of us...we begin to spin..and turn into a ball....the ball passes from me to marrian to selune....energy is being created..lots of it. then a hand comes down..grabs the ball and say...that is enough.no...this is different....the triangle....I see that when the 3 of us are together we form a triangle..

This is what the triangles look like to me so far:


   

 

During the first connection of the red beams between Alaaris and souly the half a star which I had observed a while ago (see soulyīs page) and which vanished upwards towards source out of sight, returned, but now it was a finished 6-pointed star and it was placed over my third eye, and then passed on to souly over the antakaranas, and placed over her third eye too. Since then I have been integrating mine, during trance it enters my brain, or its energy flows into my brain. It has something to do with looking through the eyes of divine will. Now, before we did the second connection I was contemplating this star and noticed it is made of 2 triangles. However, they looked a bit out of sync. During the second connection they got aligned and now form a geometrically exact star of david.

   




Feb. 13th 2002 - Goldragoness and I had two sessions where we both channeled our dragon guides (when one of us says >he said...< we mean our guides) which yielded a lot of information about our missions:

Goldragoness: I just saw myself..on my home world..sitting in a counsel session..I guess you would call it..and we were discussing what would be happening here and what would need to be done. And they asked for volunteers..I said yes..I know I will gain from this but the gain is in terms of my home world and has no relevence here.. and there are others like me here..I feel like I will meet some soon..that would be nice..*S*
MarriAna: what is it your homeworld gains?
Goldragoness: ok he said..we gain the seed harvest.. oh my..it has something to do with regaining our own that have fallen.. almost like regaining lost souls from my home world..the term seed refers to those lost ones..and they were..planeted here to have the chance to be harvested and taken home..
MarriAna: you volunteered to fall, that was part of the mission, the fall
Goldragoness: yes,I volunteered to fall..but there is something different about these ones..almost like they did not volunter..it is like they were stolen,or forced..
MarriAna: and you fell after them, thinking you could do it, you would not fall asleep, you could survive the fall with an intact mission memory.. is that it?
Goldragoness: implants..triggered at the right time so I would remember.. how were they lost or stolen.. it happened long time ago..like 1000's of years..although earth time is a poor example.. there was not an invasion exactly..but a different species took these lost ones.. and when they were thru with them they left them here
MarriAna: they intruded into your homeworld?
Goldragoness: yes at a time of less awareness.. I do not know what species..unknown..at this moment.. when I try to see them all I get is a roiling cloud of blackness..and cold
MarriAna: ok, where are they now?
Goldragoness: gone..they came and took some of my people and then they were gone..that is alll
MarriAna: in what kind of state are they now, the lost entities? what has been done to them?
Goldragoness:.they are beneath..not exactly..trapped with in..yes trapped with in the core of this deminsion as it manifests as a planet and when it transitions they will be able to get free
MarriAna: what is the difference between being trapped and being not trapped?
Goldragoness: when you are trapped like they are you can not free yourself .. you know what is happening but you cannot do anything about it ..the only way out..is to be let out..
MarriAna: they lost all their abilities?
Goldragoness: not the knowledge of them but not able to use them
MarriAna: are you trapped?
Goldragoness: no..I am free because I chose
MarriAna: so they are aware, but somehow paralyzed.. how many are there?
Goldragoness: yes..aware but paralyzed.. 200..is what comes to me
MarriAna: they can die and be reborn and are still paralyzed?
Goldragoness: no they do not go thru thar cycle.. they have been here all along
MarriAna: what do you mean? they are dead all the time? or alive all the time
Goldragoness: alive all the time.. they do not exist like we do.. I have a sense of being inside some where and looking out on the cycles of human incarnations but not being able to connect with them.. kind of like ghosts..their essence is not visible to us or able to communicate with us
MarriAna: where are they?: inner earth? above? astral plane?
Goldragoness: inner.. they were left in a prison type of place .. they have bodies..just not physical like us
MarriAna: dragon ghosts? or another species from your homeworld?
Goldragoness: must be dragons cause I see them as I see me there..on home world
MarriAna: are they being held captive by anyone? or is it just that they cannot incarnate and influence things?
Goldragoness: part of the whole deal was that my species had to figure out where they were taken and then how to get them back..
MarriAna: what do they do in that prison? breed?
Goldragoness: not much i guess..would be like a hell to my thinking.. I just know that when the earth succeeds in its transition there will be an opening caused that will allow them to escape
MarriAna: how come it is not very easy to locate them since you are the same species?
Goldragoness: because of how they are enprisoned..what that place is made of..
MarriAna: can you talk to them?
Goldragoness: no.. I am being shown a picture of them and they donot see me or know I exist..and when they are freed they will need help adjusting
MarriAna: do you know them personally? form your homeworld?
Goldragoness: they are my ancestors.. this happened long ago
MarriAna: ah yes? ask if there is nothing you can do until 2012?
MarriAna: will you take them home when the silly sphere opens?
Goldragoness: no there is not..except make myself ready...that is what I came here to do.. mostly..

MarriAna: Will you work some more on figuring out what was done to them? why they were taken? I would like to know if these were the same entities who infected us..
Goldragoness: actually so would I..so yes I will..***
MarriAna: we did not object cause we did not know what it was..
Goldragoness: hummmmmm..that feels kinda right..at least the not knowing what was really happening part..
MarriAna: we did not know what fear is.. and once it was introduced we fell like stones.. and we had no remedy either..
Goldragoness: nor did we..
MarriAna: so here I am *sigh*: finding the remedy. so, you are not here to find any remedy, but only to take those lost ones home..
Goldragoness: basically..but there is a learning experience involved..maybe just from being in this humanoid body

Goldragoness: this has been going on over a very long time in earth terms...1000's of years in earth terms is millinium in mine.. what has been going on my home world since this happened? there was a period of enertia..like shock..then confusion..then desire to understand followed by awareness of what happened and then direction..in growth at home and how to get them back.. dragons do not make decissions quickly, is something we have been over coming..there is always much discussion and debate.. and i think we believed they were gone forever for a while..
MarriAna: what about the oversoul of those trapped ones? can you ask about that? where are the oversouls?
Goldragoness: wow..the oversouls are with the home world..like they were left behind..and once we realised that we werre able to communicate with the oversouls and that is how we learned what we needed to do
MarriAna: ouch.. how can that happen.. that must be so painful, to be totally separated from oneīs oversoul..
Goldragoness: or the lost ones sent their oversouls back to tell us..
MarriAna: are the oversouls here now..
Goldragoness: but that would expalin why they will be so confused and need help
MarriAna: they will need to reconnect with them once they pop free..: can you talk to those oversouls..: are you by any chance a part of one such oversoul.. for it would be natural that they send another extension to rescue their parts..
Goldragoness: yes..I know what you mean..and you are right to a degree..but i can not put my finger on the difference..
MarriAna: hm? do you mean yes you are another extension? but somehow different?
Goldragoness: yes..exactly..l..it would make sense that some of those taken are not only my ancesters but part of my oversoul ..an extension but different..not exactly like your species sees oversoul..but very close
MarriAna: so the oversoul IS here, cause she would not leave you alone, she has to coach you
Goldragoness: well that does make sense doesn't it..no wonder i have always felt watched over..
MarriAna: what is it like, your kind of oversouls?
Goldragoness:.first thing i got was that my oversoul is a perfect balance of chaos and creation..
MarriAna: how do the extensions work? with your oversoul?
Goldragoness: when she emanates herself..her essence beyond herself it appears in colors and sounds
MarriAna: that is the basic stuff of creation everywhere.. how did she create you?
Goldragoness: she wove us out of light/color and sound
MarriAna: wove?? within her, or outside of her??
Goldragoness: yep..as in a weaving or tapastry.. with out of her..but connected
MarriAna: like a spider, odd, I thought dragons would not weave.. my oversoul spilled forth the finished matrices
Goldragoness: well not like a spider..let me see.. maybe I should say spun..like spinning thread from wool and she wanted to watch as she created so she held us out from herself
MarriAna: that is still very insectoid, I was shown how things are spun like that from my insectoid blueprint.. are we talking the creation of your higher dimensional body here, or that for incarnation in a human body..?
Goldragoness: higher deminsional body
MarriAna: okay, and your soul matrix for the mission? which holds all the stored info of your mission, it was prepared - how did she create that?
Goldragoness: all that comes into my head is.. I am one of three
MarriAna: ah yes? where are the other 2? or who? does it mean you are a part of a triple soul matrix? that is interesting.. tell me, how many are in your mission ground crew??
Goldragoness: here some where ..maybe,what do you mean by triple soul ??? that feels right..like 3 times 3
MarriAna: well, when my oversoul split she spilled out 6, then those 6 split again, making twelve ground crew members - 6 double souls
MarriAna: only 9 members? 3 triple souls? who are your other 2 parts? are the 2 other triple souls dragons too or..?
Goldragoness: yes we are all dragons
MarriAna: all? well you are a funny crew
Goldragoness: and one of my group is my twin soul in california..and nu in wisconsin..
MarriAna: what do you mean, of your group? of your personal soul matrix, or of one of the other triple souls?
Goldragoness: wait a minute..the first 3 are dragons the rest are combinations.. hybrids.. felines and then birds..the phoenix
MarriAna: felines ?!: lion-like?
Goldragoness:.yes I suppose lion like.. starts with phoenix..then is dragon then is feline.. is it possible for my oversoul to be phoenix like and my species to manifest as dragons???
MarriAna: yes, mine is an arinigrante and I am not, but she is all the races in potential
Goldragoness: ok..then that is how it goes..first three are phoenix..then the dragons then the felines..some of my crew are felines that will grow up to be dragons..and I might get to grow up to be a phoenix.. actually it is a cross between a dragon and a phoenix..one creation..
MarriAna: how do you change into another species?
Goldragoness: a metemorphosis ..: how and when I do not know yet.. I think it is already within me and gets triggered at a pre determined time.
MarriAna: so everyone runs through the 3 stages?
Goldragoness: seems like it to me.. an evolution of sorts
MarriAna: and the 200 lost ones were frozen in their dragon form? (it is similar to our moth race where the males are caterpillars and grow up to be female moths)
Goldragoness: they may be still feline and we need them to move on to phoenix ..as dragons we cannot evolve into phoenix until we get them back and they catch up
MarriAna: why? collective dna or something? broken chain?
Goldragoness: something..maybe.. we all have to be together to take the last step
MarriAna: the last step is becoming a phoenix like your oversoul is?
Goldragoness: cool..yes..or returning to that oneness and that is why we all have to go?
MarriAna: maybe she will reabsorb you once you have achieved phoenix state.

Goldragoness: so have you meet any of my crew..family?
MarriAna: I might. Iīm not sure. A feline maybe. His guide is a lion.. he did not know it.. I had never seen a lion guide before. That was a few days ago, and there was strong resonance on both sides.. he has not contacted me again yet though.
Goldragoness: wow..that sounds cool..who was this person???
MarriAna: someone I met in a chatroom, he asked for chakra healing (not even 100% sure itīs aguy btw) and he saw our matrix! I hadnīt told him ANYthing and he saw the opal color flow through the tubes of our matrix, and he felt too familiar to be just someone.. I could not place him, now you say you have felines

SECOND SESSION

Goldragoness: what I got earlier is not exactly correct..there are holes in it.. remember how you said that your species had no sense of fear and did not know/ understand the danger and got infected???
MarriAna: yes. fear comes from separation
Goldragoness: mine was some thing like that when we lost our ancestors.. almost child like..pure in thought and action..
MarriAna: happy. we were happy and felt safe all the time.
Goldragoness: we were pure ..yes and happy all the time..total bliss like..
MarriAna: our oversoul had no data about fear whatsoever.
Goldragoness: so when these others came ..it was like throwing babies to the wolves..
MarriAna: and when some of us picked up the fear data from the dualistic entity, we brought it to our oversoul, cause that way we bring all new data to her, so she can deal with it.. and somehow she realized it was not beneficial, and thus somehow - really not sure how - she had to disconnect several infected extensions of hers.. so she would have time to fix it and find a remedy and become immune..
Goldragoness: we had what I will call elders..and they tried to warn the lost ones..but because the concept of fear and danger was not part of us they could not explain the reasons why we had to hide from the visitors..so some did not listen and they got kidnapped..
MarriAna: yours did disconnect from her extensions too
Goldragoness: actually I think they were severed..against her will..
MarriAna: if your elders knew, and had the data, why did they not pass it on..?
Goldragoness:.they felt something out of place..or amiss..but did not have the understanding to make their sense understood..
Goldragoness: imagine trying to explain danger to an infant.. especially when you do not understand it your self.. the elders are r phoenixes, maybe oversouls.. anyway..that is how they were taken..and the oversouls did not cut the extensions off..they were ripped away.. it all happened before we could even comprehend who had done what ..and why..let alone do anythign about it
MarriAna: similar. did not object because they did not know what it was.
Goldragoness: yes similar in that way..he says to remind you that creation manifests itself in infinite ways ..using infinite codes and matrixes.. he is pointing out that although there a similarities between our races and experience that brought us here..there are many differnces.. in how our species was created and lived/functioned..
MarriAna: just let me ask one thing, were those cold and dark kidnappers in a dualistic mode of existence?
Goldragoness: absolutly.. they had to be to do some thing like that ..ripping away extensions/creations..
MarriAna: ah yes? any entity who does something like that has to automatically be dualistic? that is new
Goldragoness: of course..how would they have the awareness that allows that kind of action other wise???
MarriAna: I thought there were many ways
MarriAna: say, let me ask, did they actually come from THIS universe then? cause this one is dualistic?
Goldragoness: indeed..anyway..I believe he is wanting to explain my oversoul more clearly and my crew..using your terms..asking..
MarriAna: hold it.. I want to know if they are the same ones who infected us..
Goldragoness: a higher plane of this 3D..a more advanced dualistic culture..that is what he said..and he says they are related..
MarriAna: 4d
Goldragoness: ah yes..4d..
MarriAna: what do they look like? any similarity with any animal on earth?
Goldragoness: eewwww..he showed me what looks similar to a cross between a tick and a flea..ucky.ewww
MarriAna: they are insectoid? like I am?
Goldragoness: but really big..
MarriAna: ahem.. are they related to me..? same origin?
Goldragoness: not really a cross between those two..but that is the closest thing here to it..no..I do not think so..if they are they are a really distant and missing link..
MarriAna: what do you mean missing? we forgot that we are of the same origin..?
Goldragoness: ..missing as in a dna code that mutated and got lost from the rest..guess I did..re-explain origin as you mean it here..
Goldragoness: *shakes head* he insists that they are not related to you or any of us..
MarriAna: ok I get sanguineous.. sanguinary.. live off blood
MarriAna: no, related to me, in a way, the blueprint must be the same, a branch
Goldragoness: because of the life support needs? like living off blood?
MarriAna: means of exchange, their way to exchange.. but I get they are of the SOM.. originally
Goldragoness:.a mutation that became so mutated it lost all simalance to the original?
MarriAna: well they did not, they are still insectoid arenīt they ..and what is mutation - we all are mutations
MarriAna: I do not feel they intend harm, it is only their way,: they do not think like that.. it is their way of exchange, it is normal for them, their normal approach.. blood = essence, if I got that right.. they go for an essence exchange or something.. same origin as in same vibration (SOM), entities of same vibration can exist in many different places and modes.. they probably thought hey letīs pay a visit to our relatives over there.. they never intended harm.. Iīm not even sure they know what causing NO harm IS, lol..
Goldragoness: so do you get the tick/flea image???
MarriAna: wait a bit.. actually they are very similar to the arinigrante, only with legs.. they have a sack-like body.. which looks much like the plasma-blob which is the arinigrante body.. in the sack they have the data/essences
MarriAna: uh oh.. I get, that taking of the essence is their way to accomplish a union, unification, oneness.. I ask, but they donīt suck each other dry or do they.. - yes, sometimes.. - I understand they are not very interested in sucking each other dry because they already know what their own speciesī essence IS LIKE.. They absorb.. but what happens, do they suck up the essence of the other entity, and then they give theirs, or do they just take.. - absorb and digest .. assimilate.. make other essence part of their own being.. - Do they sort of copy the other essence, or is the other entity empty then.. - harmful.. - why.. involuntary merger? - yes..connection forced..
Goldragoness: well if my ancestors are still locked away here in some zone they had to have left something..yes? maybe they had an alergic type reaction to my species..seriously.. like the essences were not compatable.. and it reacted on my people in a way that left them basically catatonic.. so they just left them here in a storage facility..a planetary core storage facility..cause they had no clue what to do with them..
MarriAna: result? do they give back anything? .. forced crossbreeding results in wish for separation it seems.. they connect with many many races that way.. drawing the essences to themselves, to the middle of a matrix-like structure.. where they sit.. live.. it seems the other entities are sapped of their dna and thus have no choice but to be assimilated into the center where they sit, because they hold all the dna, and the sapped entities do not get only theirs back when they are assimilated but ALL of the various dnas collected by the fleas ..which basically interferes very much with the natural development of the species which get assimilated, they are no longer the species they were.. that is one picture.. the other is, the direct exchange, a flea would approach another entity and drain as well as infuse.. and thus in the end they are both the same..
Goldragoness: indeed..so mine were basically infected too..but also taken away..I wonder why..they did not take yours when they infected them did they?
MarriAna: ask your guide ..they forced an infusion.. and we had trouble with the fear they injected..
Goldragoness: he is restructuring a pathway in my brain..serious..that is what he said..
MarriAna: we could not digest! like they can.. shame on us, why could we not digest.. I do not understand.. if they infused us with their own essence, that must have included their ability to digest..? no..? - broken off.. - infusion was broken off.. transfer incomplete.. we retreated due to allergic reaction or something.. we became unbalanced
Goldragoness: or maybe your bodies did not precess that dna the same as theirs..like it did not know what to do with the data..
MarriAna: no, that would have been INCLUDED once the transfer was complete, understand, they take all and give all.. but we freaked, lol.. who wants to be made a flea all of a sudden.. hm..
Goldragoness: iiieiiieieee..that felt like an electrical shock went thru my head..nasty..
MarriAna: lol.. nasty? mine works with electrical shocks too..
MarriAna: I do not understand.. if the complete transfer would have included the ability to digest anyway, why did we not just resume the transfer after we freaked.. that would have solved it, no..? or did we not wish to become fleas..
Goldragoness: assimilating my species essence was an experiment..a first time trial..since we are not insectoid..and they did not know how it would turn out so they took the ones they came into contact with to observe them.. apparently they found out what they wanted to know or got bored with them and just left them in this stasis place
MarriAna: what did we try to become immune to then..? - allergic reaction - that is not a very smart concept now is it? - restoration of own dna - why? we did not wish to have the additions the fleas brought? - no. insecurity about species (fleas) (we felt insecure about their species).. cause we did not know what they are about.. well we know now, donīt we? do we still reject them? - amount of data would have blasted system - ah yes, hm. Well what are we trying to do now? -
Goldragoness: I got the impression you came here to repair you original matrix..that sounds like you decided to reject them and return to what you were before they came along..purifying your DNA.. that is what I am here for..to return the missing pieces of my matrix so we can repair the damage..
MarriAna: sepulchral - huh? - interconnections - what? the connections are dark, or have been buried..? - sepulchral dna - the what? the who? we have it now, or what..? latent dna? buried dna? - connections reestablished - to the fleas? our connections to the fleas were buried, and were reestablished via that encounter..? - dormant unity - we wish to unite with them again?.. there is an ancient link between them and us, right..? - normal connection - the ancient link would allow us to connect with them in a normal way which is not harmful and we donīt freak? - same line - oh hell you mean there is a natural connection line between us which comes from them as well as from us, we both have the same line between us, then why did they approach us in that unhealthy manner? - subconscious - the link was subconscious, we forgot about it, and they did too? it was buried. What are we trying to do now? -
Goldragoness: uncover the truth that is buried.. oh..before i forget..he told my why we are from different universes but are working together here..is just logical actually..
MarriAna: awareness - bring the link into awareness? then do what? - multidimensional interconnections reestablished - way cool, why are we trying to find a remedy for duality, how does that figure in here? - awareness is the key - (ah yes, okay, that was said, awareness is the key to fix duality) ok so what is the result then? concerning our fleas? - consciousness - ahem okay, and ..? - remedy of dualistic ways.. - is their way to approach other entities dualistic? - (shows how sepulchral connection gets reconnected with source after being lifted into awareness) - very nice, are they dualistic or not..? - duality is separation - okay, they are, so are we, since then, yes makes sense.. the unawareness of the connection, on both sides, leads to dualistic behaviour on both sides..
Goldragoness: actually your race and mine are not alone in this..there a several hundred? wow..ok..anyway ..as a result of the fleas dudes doing what is natural to them there came a time when many universes and species had been affected by them..we sort of connected in our search for a cure..and all agreed on this plan..here on this planet at this time doing all this ..not just for ourselves.. each species but for all involved and for the transformation of the planet earth..wow..that took some organising..
MarriAna: okay so how will we interact with them once the reconnection is established? - via resurrected, re-activated connection.. - can you show me what happens then when we exchange via that resurrected connection? - flea will see itself across border - 2 poles merge - 2 fleas hugging each other across border and merge - flea sees itself in us - we see ourselves as fleas - deliberate action - we both reach out and connect voluntarily. that is all? same story, only without anyone being forced..? same result, assimilation..? - unity. similarities acknowledged. - I need a break now.
Goldragoness: each species has its own agenda..or purpose/ mission..
MarriAna: distortions (which separate) formatted to the blueprint.. similarities connect.. hue blender, hues blend - oh okay, I get to be a flea..
Goldragoness: heheheheeh..glad you seem pleased..I still get to be a phoenix..*LOL*
MarriAna: now he says flea market, lol.. he means peaceful offering of many different speciesīabilities..
MarriAna: that is it, he has stopped talking I hope.. now you said many are in this..: I just wonder, what are YOU going to do about it? you have no sepulchral connection with them?
Goldragoness: so we all came together in peace and unity for a common cause..dealing with the flea dudes..
MarriAna: unity?
MarriAna: the unity will result when the sepulchral connection is activated..
MarriAna: and obviously only those who encountered them and the transfer FAILED are here to fix it, because those with whom it did not fail are FLEAS now, lol..
Goldragoness: he told me that part of the agreement between all these species was no retalation or any such BS..we each get what we came for and you connect with the fleas ..some how that reconnection will make a change that will stop the fleas from wreaking havoc on other species..
MarriAna: just one more, are the fleas aware of that sepulchral connection? do they wish to activate it too? - common sense - huh? - same attitude. fix connection. - do we have contact with them? - establish only via natural connection! - aha. One must not try any other approach.
Goldragoness: the fleas.. they must be..else we would all be attacking them in actuality..forcing them into this.. apparently they want this as well..any other approach?
MarriAna: I see, that is what you were thinking - approaching them in a dualistic mode which would make it far worse.
Goldragoness: yes..exactly.. so they must be aware and participating in all this..
MarriAna: any other approach means one must ONLY try to contact them via the sepulchral natural connection. But you donīt have one, or do you?
Goldragoness: no..I am not connected to them..they are not a part of my species..
Goldragoness: besides..they get to turn all of your species into more fleas..*LOL*
MarriAna: they do not, it was said it will be a voluntary offering. I might WISH to become a flea.
Goldragoness: yes..but the end result is the same..just kidding
MarriAna: Who knows. I donīt see how they will exchange without making everybody they exchange with a flea too. They must have a vast amount of assimilated dna.. lol..
Goldragoness: actually I get that it will become something more than each of you are now..because of the aura in which it is being done..offering not taking etc.. more than each of you separatly
MarriAna: well of course every merger results in being more than before.. that is pretty clear, no?
Goldragoness: ok..what I see is..it is all light and color and motion with out much in the way of defining edges..it is quite extraordanary actually..
MarriAna: wait I think I get it - I think I see how one does not become a flea after all - because one stays aware - does not lose identity..?: I think that is the whole mistake, they stay aware, and their victims do not, they know what they are doing, but the victim is unaware, and thus loses identity and gets overwhelmed by the flea id..
Goldragoness: yes.. that is why this exchange will be totally different from any other..
MarriAna: which color? at first you said you saw them as a black roiling cloud, was that a shield?
Goldragoness: all the colors you have been working with and a few more..is like a swirling prism
MarriAna: but you said you see them as flea ticks, big ones..?
Goldragoness: yes..but that was from a distance..then they are like a swarm..hence the roiling cloud idea..
MarriAna: do they jump or fly or float..?
Goldragoness: the flea tick image is individual..just one..and big in comparison to the ones on earth..seems like a combination of jumping and flying.. as though they can not sustain flight for very long so it is incorporated with jumping
MarriAna: so, how are you dealing with this? since you have no sepulchral cord? or do you? how will you fix your speciesī situation with them?
Goldragoness: oh..same as was always planned..when they are released or accessable.. we will connect thru our horns..and the correct dna will be transmitted to them..we never intended any harm ..and they know this..we have all agreed on the plan..**** we will transmit the complete dna for my species to those that were taken and are missing pieces..parts..because of the fleas trying to exchange essences with us..to repair the damage caused by the attempted exchange..
MarriAna: how can you transmit dna which the fleas have?
Goldragoness:.they only took the dna from those they took away..not my entire species..
MarriAna: well what are you going to do, re-create the missing dna of those 200 entities?
Goldragoness: basically ..yes..they will be injected with it thru our horns
MarriAna: and, is it really missing? did they, ahem, involuntarily absorb any of the flea dna? maybe they think they are fleas now.. lol..
Goldragoness: maybe not totally missing..more like damaged or broken.. apparently in the process of putting this whole thing together in ways to fix what ever needs fixing with any species involved has been taken care of..was not my job.. not all the species the fleas sucked on want to be fleas..obviously there was a lot of negotiation involved..again not my job..
MarriAna: what do you mean, your species has already fixed their relations with the fleas? you said they vanished.. negotiation?? howīd ya do that? given you have no sepulchral cord?
Goldragoness: yes and in the course of this talking we put together that there was contact with them at a later time because they are involved in this as well as all of us.. I have no idea how alll these different species managed to get together and plan this whole thing but they obviously managed it..cause here we alll are..
MarriAna: no, I meant did you talk to the fleas?
Goldragoness: not me personally..maybe certain of my species did..or they may have gone thru your species..
MarriAna: how? how can you talk without being turned into a flea? if you have no such cord? they cannot talk via Ariana entities either, cause our cord is not yet unburied
Goldragoness:.I do not know how just that it happened..
MarriAna: say, do you actually grasp this? about the sepulchral cord? I am not sure I explained that well enough.. it was news to me too
Goldragoness: not what a sephulchral cord is exactly..but the idea behind it enough that what you said made sense..
MarriAna: it is like, the contact with them is detrimental if it is done the way they usually do it, and did it in our and your case, and if you were going to approach them again now, on the same level, they would again try to turn you into fleas, cause that is how they say hello.. - and the sepulchral cord is the very ancient NATURAL connection between Ariana species and fleas - and via this natural connection which is on SOURCE level, we shall be able to talk in a non-harmful way with them, and exchange voluntarily. make sense?
Goldragoness: yes..it is a safe connection/cord.. that only your species has with them
MarriAna: it is based on mutual awareness. so, again, how do you manage to talk with them?
Goldragoness: yes..but didn't you say it is also because you are related..your origin..Honestly I have no clue and am not being told..maybe it was all our oversouls that got together..I do not know..
MarriAna: yes. because we are related. You arenīt. How do you communicate with them? tell me tell me ask him ask him quiiiick
Goldragoness: it seems I am not going to be told at this time.. sorry he is not talking..I will try and find out why.. wait.. I think I know why he is not telling me..I need to remember..not be told.. oh my..of course..it is just that it is a very painful memory..well it was ..is not so bad now.. when we found our lost ones..we can communicate thru them..they did not become fleas but they have the dna..was just shocking the state we found them in..I was there..was very sad like..well remembering it in this form makes it very emotional if i do not keep my head above it..
MarriAna: you talk to the fleas via your lost ones? I thought you cannot talk to the lost ones at all? or can you now?
Goldragoness: yes and no.. .the lost ones are catatonic..so it is not like normal communications..it is like getting inside their minds and traveling their brain path ways..so we basically used them like a telephone..went thru them.. it was nauseating.. but it worked and did not harm them in any way..
MarriAna: what did you say to the fleas? hello, hold it, donīt eat me?
Goldragoness: now that is not in my memories..I was assisting in some way but not doing the communicating.. which seems to have been an accident.. we were inside the lost ones brains to see if we could reach them in any way and help them..the connection to the fleas was unexpected ..accidental..we did not know we would connect to them as well..
MarriAna: I wanna know what kind of understanding you reached with the fleas, if any
Goldragoness: apparently the fleas were having problems ..like their dna was deteriorating.. and they asked for help ..connecting thru ouw lost ones brain waves worked like your cord.
MarriAna: did your dna make them sick too?
Goldragoness:. yes.. that is why our lost ones did not become fleas
MarriAna: there can only be a few sick fleas.. 200 at the most..
Goldragoness: apparently the sick fleas are in a temporary remission..but can not maintain it permanently.. that is why they are willing to exchange with you in the natural way..to survive.. better to evolve than cease to exist
MarriAna: but the whole species has a natural interest to upgrade. my guide called it common sense. It is natural. It is not based on the selfish motives you indicate. my guide says they are not sicker than anyone else in this cycle. I do not see it is about surviving - nor do I feel they are sick, to be honest. they look healthy.. maybe a few are sick? I see no sick fleas. where are they? what do you call sick? maybe that is it.. what do you mean with sick?
Goldragoness: that is what they told us..they were sick and needed help..because our dna was basically a toxin to them..maybe it is because of the temporary remission i mentioned..of course ..they are fine at the moment.. my species dna or essence..whatever..has something in it that caused a slow but sure deterioration of some kind..it took a long time to come about..
MarriAna: how many fleas are sick?
Goldragoness: a guess is,well one for each lost one so..about 200..
MarriAna: will those 200 have to get together with your 200?
Goldragoness: no why would they..the result of us talking to them was my species contacting yours and then finding out that we all had an interest in this whole thing and it went from there..
MarriAna: to return the dna the 200 sick fleas have to get together with the 200 sick reptiles, they hold each others dna and it makes them sick, so return it
Goldragoness: but that is not what will work..they have to reconnect to yours ..and I have to connect and transmit something like a clean dna to mine.. my species has the ability to heal our lost ones once we can get to them completely not just thru the minds..
MarriAna: to my what? which species? and why??
Goldragoness: your species ..thru that cord.. that will fix the sick ones and do what ever else for all of you..them and you..
MarriAna: how will the sick fleas be healed? to me it seemed the 200 fleas will have to get together with the 200 reptiles, so the dna can be returned. You say no. How will the fleas get their dna back then?
Goldragoness: we are not supposed to interact with the fleas at all..apparently..using that cord you have will fix the sick fleas..do not ask me how.. they did not lose thiers.. remember they got some they cannot tolerate, I do not know how it will work but using the cord in whatever way your guide toild you will fix them
MarriAna: aha. well, fine. he said the cord would allow us to see ourselves as fleas, and the fleas to see themselves as fleas in us.

OVERSOUL

MarriAna: what about your oversoul?
Goldragoness: I do know this..there are 9..only 9..not 18..3 times 3
MarriAna: the 2 other parts of your triple soul, are the dragons, or one feline, one phoenix and you?
Goldragoness: dragons..one is dragon on is phoenix one is feline..at the strat..like your flower things except with three not four
MarriAna: you mean, your soul is dragon only, and the other 2 triple souls are feline only and phoenix only?
Goldragoness: right now there are 9 separate ones running around ..soon the 3 of each come together..3 dragons ..three felines..3 phoenixes..then they merge into one that is 1 of each. That is when dragon feline phoenix come together
MarriAna: one what? soul? matrix? formation?
Goldragoness: first the 9 come together and make 3 formations..then those three come together and become a 3 sided matrix..the three sided matrix then begins to metemorphasis and finally emerges as the soul..the three sided matrix looks a lot like the gold star things you have on your page..any way I think I have the terms for each step right
MarriAna: 3 formations - explain, what do the 3 formations look like?
MarriAna: 3 sided matrix = a triangle?
Goldragoness: a lot like your flowers but triangular..only three colors..no yellow
Goldragoness: gold..violet..amd pink..
MarriAna: what are the 3 formations?
Goldragoness: they are the polarity points for the matrix.. I do not know what that means..
MarriAna: you say 3 formations, what do they look like? do the 9 form each of them together? one after the other?
Goldragoness:.imagine you are looking down on nine circles of color..3 gold 3 pink 3 violet..they are moving around any which way..
MarriAna: do you mean 3 triangles? one pink, 1 gold, 1 violet?
Goldragoness: yes triangles..just said circles..then the 3 circles of each color start spinning around each other until they are a blurr that becomes one circle of gold ...One triangle of gold..one of pink and one of violet..: then those 3 triangles begin to turn and emerge as a single 3 sided triangle of violet ..gold and pink.. each point is one color..in the center all 3 colors spin and swirl..in constant motion blending like a kalidascope kind a thing, by magic.. ~
MarriAna: how? how do three triangles fit together to make a triangle? there is an empty traingle in the middle? that would be the plane of development I think. yes?
Goldragoness: yes..I think so
MarriAna: ..not by magic, but because it has source connection. How is the opal energy fueled into your inner triangle? in our case it is done via an universal spider thread.. souly generates that..
Goldragoness: oh cool.. dragons breath..it is in the dragon breath.. the dragon, the one that emerges after all three come together, breathes it into the triangles..
Goldragoness: oh and I do not think it is the opal energy you have, ours is more a sea green color..like a natural aquamarine..the greenish ones..
MarriAna: are we talking about the same thing? universal souce energy? turquoise-creamy whitish, with violet green yellow and pink filaments swirling in it?
Goldragoness: oh ok..yes the universal source energy.. will have to figure out what the greenish mist is then..


~ END OF SESSION ~

SUMMING UP:

The Fleas seem to be the cause Goldragoness and I am here, and possibly are the main cause for my whole soul family to be here, since they are the dualistic entities who intruded into my universe and caused first Sworedhel to fall, and possibly others, and then caused us to go on this mission to fix duality. Those fleas infected us with the dualistic virus, and they are also related to us via an ancient link, they have the same origin and are of the SOM vibration.
Now, Goldragonessī Dragon guide insists that the only way to heal the approximately 200 flea entities which tried to exchange with the 200 reptiles from Goldragonessī homeworld and got sick as a result, is to connect with them via this ancient sepulchral link, and it has to be done by Ariana entities. My guide warned against attempting to contact them in any other way. It doesnīt make a whole lot of sense to me, that the entities from Ariana should be responsible for fixing a karmic situation the fleas have with the reptiles, but of course if that is the only way, and since I will most certainly re-activate that sepulchral connection anyway, fine with me.
Goldragonessī guide said later on that there is something additional that Iīm missing as it comes to seeing the fleas as my relatives. We will have to work on that.
The fleas are very much like the Arinigrante in Ariana, and thus like my Oversoul. The Arinigrante are info carriers, giant plasma-like blobs of energy whose main activity is to absorb and inject data. Only they donīt do it without asking, lol, but from what my guide explained I understand the fleas are not aware of being harmful in any way, they just sort of see a new entity and want to exchange with it, they want to know what kind of data the new entity has, and also want to give their own dna and data to it in return. It seems perfectly normal to them. It is also their idea of achieving unity - by absorbing everything and giving everything they unify everything, and everybody has the same dna and data. They expand, welcoming and assimilating every entity they encounter, embracing all. Not a bad concept, imo, in fact a really good one if itīs done on a voluntary basis.





Feb. 14th 2002 - In the last few days something my guide refered to as formatting to the blueprint took place, namely subjugating distortions in my energyfields to my blueprint, removing all >programs< whose presence loops all energy which flows through me into patterns which are not in full alignment with my true purpose. He indicated that all additional programs distort the blueprint and are to be viewed as garbage.
Yesterday I lost my nerve after my guide had been talking about discipline and challenge is a wonderful opportunity and stuff like that, and something broke loose within me emotionally, not sure what, some blockage, which resulted in agression surfacing and riding this aggressive impetus I proceeded to >withdraw all my projection poles<, from everything, all levels of the so-called outside world down to my own physical body and onwards to my own id, I (very, lol) firmly stated each and every pole is to be withdrawn and to withdraw me too, since Iīm a projection pole (of my Oversoul) too. This immediately triggered a very intense energetical response, activating the crown of fire and with the characteristic pulling upwards or vacuuming sensations came the presence of my Oversoul. There also were various simultaneous activities within my energy fields, I assume more uncreating of distortions took place, I felt things were being removed or smoothed out.. since then my crown of fire activates whenever I tune in, so the process is still ongoing and I hope my id will be removed soon, haha.

(the crown of fire is an astral device which got installed 2 years ago or so, it sits on top of the head much like a crown or ring, and it generates a sucking upward motion withdrawing all energy from the vehicle, emptying it and returning the identity/personality patterns to oneīs Oversoul via the antakarana. A strong upwards pulling towards the crown can be felt throughout oneīs being, there is a sort of whirling, revolving sensation around oneīs head, one can feel the energy leave through the middle of this crown surrounded by the pulling whirling ring, and if it is done very rapidly, like it was the first time when I experienced it, it can result in a minor id crisis, cause there is a very empty feeling afterwards and one does not know/feel who one is cause all the personality-identifying patterns are gone. Well, one >knows< it, logically, but it cannot be verified anymore, there is, energetically and emotionally, nothing left to give substance to the former personality known by the mind. I even saw how my own energy was being fed by my guides to my Oversoul, who sucked it in and digested it. Later I found out this device is actually known by other spiritually active people too and has a name, which is crown of fire. One can also request it and it will be installed by oneīs guides. It seems to get activated whenever the current identity has reached the end of its cycle and is ready to be released. Then, another id comes in to be integrated and processed, at least that is what happened up to now each time I experienced it, which was about 4 or 5 times, the last time resulting in me accepting the essence of my true soulname MarriAna.)

Talking with Psion I had a very brief contact with his guides, via my own Dragon guide, who seemed to almost translate, and increase the clarity of the communication... Even though these 2 squid guides, one of which is, according to Psion, a blue male, the other one a yellow female, are 2 parts of a triple soul with Psion being the 3rd part, had a very powerful presence and the intense focus of their contact surprised me, I had trouble understanding what they were saying, some of it didnīt make sense to me. The first thing I got was: >The seawater is from me.. from me.. from me.. - No idea what that means. They are, without doubt, of the Whirlpool soulgroup, since they said to me that Psion is supposed to participate in the formation number 2 (as you can read above, my guide indicated there will be 3 formations, and I suppose the first one is either still underway or finished, and I do suppose it was/is about connecting the red beams and then doing certain things with them, exchanging things via them.) and they further said that this will be an underwater mission in that it will take place within the gas-like yellow Whirlpool squid energy realm. The 2 guides form a triangle with Psion to communicate with him, and maybe they will do a triangle with him in the formation too? Goldragoness sensed that her soul group will include discarnate members.. and I had the idea that my Dragon guide will be part of the formation too... when asked if there is someone he needs to connect with Psion said souly, which makes a lot of sense since she is in the middle of not only the Green Maze flower but also of the formation(s) it seems, and her renewed drive towards Oneness and seeing everything as a part of herself seems to confirm this, since sheīd have to have this attitude, to unify all the different energies of the various soulgroups.




Channeling about formations, obfuscation and selective knowledge:

formation one (was about) resurrection of matrix
filaments exchange (the color filaments in the opal energy) (suppose each of them represents the contribution/abilities/mode of existence of on of the soulgroups or races)
formation two (is about) clinging to matrix
(adhering to it? aligning with it?)
formation two must be precise
formation one: red beams continue in the matrix.. formation two: secretive.. (as in, secreting, emanating essences)
culmination of matrix.. formation 3 .. secretive knowledge.. fulmination..(explosion, bang, severe threat, Bannstrahl, banning beam,. umm, Lightning I suppose..)
.. occurs during weather (written in light, bright, easy-going letters, indicating light weather, pleasant weather, not during a thunderstorm like usual lightning does. Well, itīs beneficial lightning.)
.. secrective knowledge expands.. culmination of matrix: (shows ligthing-like beam coming down from Source through middle of matrix) ..selective knowledge results..
(what is secretive knowledge?) minor mould.. obfuscation (Secretive knowledge is.. you mean maybe, the knowledge secreted into the matrix by the soulgroup members is obfuscated knowledge which gets culminated/transformed into clear knowledge due to the Source-beam?)
naturally. natural formication (what is that?)
fractured souls formidate (form a formation)
(first there is) suspense (no choice yet, confusion, not-knowing, lack of knowledge) - suspended (not decided, not culminated) animation culminates in matrix (shows how suspended-animation lifeline grows a connection into the middle of the matrix and in it culminates, the matrix culminates the whole suspended animation lifes-line)
suspended animation = (what) souly (meant with her) symbols.. symbolized life ... arcanian shadow .. (arcane = mysterious) .. shadow of Self... mystery-shrouded duality... no clarity.
Formation clarifies... knowledge (is then) selected according to truth (of Source)..
formation.. fun (repeatedly appears in middle of inner vision) (what is fun? the formation is fun? how is it fun? or do you mean fin?! because it looked like the end of a movie) yes, carefully... subjugate beliefsystem (as in, fin of session, and using humour to soften my beliefsystems which are too strict and donīt flow enough, stick rigidly to words and their common meanings)
... selective knowledge.. results in free fun formations... (unrestricted by strict and obfuscated beliefsystems)
..obfuscated formation results in clarity.. (formation is done out of a state of obfuscation for the purpose of gaining clarity)
obfuscation eliminates clarity... final formation... (deals with) 3rd obfuscation: illuminating illusions... (resulting in)
free formations (here the 2 words descend through me, enter the core of earth, and surface again as:) clarity. (which hovers to my right side, while the 2 words free formations appeared in my left brainside... now this word >clarity< is >outside< of me, not within my brain, and this has never been done before during our communications, always the words have been within my brain.. anyway, it means that by doing free formations based on selective knowledge and grounding them into the planet, the reality which gets created through the planet and on the planet is: clarity, instead of obfuscation, like it is now, here in duality.) (way cool, I might add)
..obfuscation knowledge is illusion.. (the obfuscated knowledge of duality or other distorted systems is no real knowledge but an illusion of having knowledge)
.. >obfuscation pretends< .. >clarity realizes<
..(when) ofuscation-formulation of secretive knowledge (is) injected into the matrix, selective knowledge results, (the then) carried knowledge (instigated by source) realizes and relates to all selective knowledge... (like a matrix, connecting all carriers of selective knowledge)
.. obfuscation diminishes clarity to obscurity creating illusions..
secrete knowledge (as in, do it!) into the matrix... (via the red beams, maybe?) (non-affirmative, shows picture to explain what red beams do: they connect the parts of the matrix/members in a circular motion, first closing the circle embracing the whole matrix, then spiralling inwards, then they ascend and connect with source..)
sinister feeling (relates to sinister sounds I heard a few days ago, as well as unexplained fear Iīve felt before sessions, like I did before the WTC attacks).. (is part or result of) obfuscation..(disconnected from selective knowledge/clarity) communication resumes connection... (I assume communication is a form of secreting the obfuscated knowledge so it can be upgraded)
.. obfuscated knowledge mourns illusions.. laminated source (laminate = splitting into non-see-through layers) (mourns?) .. malady.. furnicated (furnished with a furcation, a split) formicated illusions... (formicated??) (very funny, lol, now I feel a tickling in the back of my neck, okay it means one re-acts to the illusions, one is aligned with them and accepts them as oneīs reality by interacting with them... one feels an itch to respond to them so to speak, one feels/picks up the signals the illusion sends out because one is tuned in to it)
(tonight I dreamed that I was moving in snake-like waves through the grass, with my vision severely and uncomfortably restricted to forward/downward only, and someone indicated that this was clarity, then I turned around myself full circle, looking in all directions, and someone named this insecure. I puzzled over this after waking up, cause it didnīt make any sense to speak of.)
(shows picture) obfuscation contains illusions.. (here the illusions emanate from the obfuscation which is like a dark cloud, and one is in the illusion and moves in snake-like waves, following the (life-/time/reality-) line of the illusion.. not looking anywhere else, but flowing along with the illusion so to speak, oriented to it. All senses are restricted to the illusion and its signals)
clarity... (shows how one does circular motion, turning around oneself looking at everything)
(why did my dream label the circular motion insecure?) Insecure because (entity) detected formication/furcation (of obfuscation) (therefor the entity is insecure, sensing something is wrong, and the insecurity leads to orientation, to the urge to look around and see what is going on, so to speak.)
(Where did that weird dream come from then?) obfuscation... secret knowledge impedes control
(what is secret knowledge in this case..? the act of secreting obfuscation?) obfuscation... illusionary knowledge..
(oh whoops, I see, you mean MY control is impeded by unknown/secret knowledge/illusions/obfuscation? Control over what?) formation (ah yes? how do I control the formation??)
clarity abounds (shows one level near source where clarity abounds)
obfuscation obstructs (shows level below that where obfuscation abounds)
control of direction (showing me below both levels, reaching through to source via a beam in which direction is written. One has to pierce through the obfuscation layer which is very murky)
(formation is what then?) directive clarity .. formation = formatting to (something, in this case source level. Aligning oneīs being with a direction or level, well, that is the same, since a level is somewhere and one aligns oneself towards it)
similar synchronicities.. are ONE (it means, synchronicities and similarities indicate that the things and entities involved in it are of ONE level, or one reality, or one circle, or...) (can contain illusion, though)
Lilac (violet ray level reality) contains illusions too
(but?)
no force.. unless asked (though the potential to exert a lot of force is there) (short display, lol)
(what for do you have illusions in the violet level?)
illusions are obfuscations of violet ray... natural (the obfuscation level is a natural ingredient of every mode of existence, like the clarity level)